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Fundamentalists are mistaken in their explanations of God's Purpose for Creation.

The Teleology of Creation - Here is a brief idea of what this article by Jim Fowler deals with:

Whereas naturalism or evolutionism is ateleological or antiteleological (having no purpose or contrary to purpose), the popular arguments of fundamentalists and creationists are misteleological or dysteleological (mistaken and distorted as to purpose). In the writings of fundamentalistic creationists the purposes of understanding creation in accord with their interpretations are often explained as (1) the upholding of the absolute, infallibility of the Bible as the "Word of God," (2) the preserving of the Christian belief-system, and (3) the affirmation of moral absolutes of behavior. These religious tenets comprise an invalid, even idolatrous, teleological direction.




The purpose of recognizing God in the origin and operation of the universe is not to assert the absoluteness of particular interpretations of the Bible, nor the absoluteness of a particular doctrinal belief-system, nor the absoluteness of a particularly defined morality. Rather, we want to recognize the exclusive absoluteness of God Himself as Creator and Sustainer, allowing no other alleged "absolutes" to be substituted and deified by the absolutism of religion in place of God. We must not allow God's divine purposes for the universe to be substituted and undermined by man's religious purposes.



Let's begin:

The English word "teleology" is derived from two Greek words: telos meaning "end," and logos meaning "word," but linguistically extended to mean "logical considerations of." Teleology therefore pertains to the "logical considerations of the end" of creation. By "end" we do not mean the "termination", "elimination" or "cessation" of creation, although the Greek word telos could have such a meaning, but we are using it in the other sense in which the word was used, to refer to the end-purpose, the end-objective, the end-goal. We are referring to the logical-end rather than the chronological-end.

Back in the fifth century, Augustine (354-430 AD) proposed to prove God's existence. One of his logical "proofs" was the "teleological argument" for the existence of God, by which he argued that the design of the universe implies a purpose or direction behind it. The universe does not exhibit random chaos and purposelessness. The design of the universe demands a Designer. Despite the fact that it is not possible to "prove God" logically, and the "natural theology" based on such logic and observation does not bring one to a personal knowledge of God, there is still an element of truth in what Augustine presented about the teleology of creation.
Popular cosmological considerations today often lack any concept of teleology. Consider these adaptations of a verse of Scripture which will demonstrate the illogic of two philosophical systems, naturalism and nihilism, and their absence of teleology.

Naturalism might explain that "from nature and through nature and unto nature are all things. To nature be the glory forever."
"From nature," out of nature, ex natura, would be to imply that the derivative source and origin of all things is "nature." That requires "nature" to be before all things, and requires "nature" to be infinite and eternal, to have always existed, to be self-existent. Such a thesis deifies "nature" with a capital "N," usually personifying "Nature" as "Mother Nature."
"Through nature" might imply that all things became what they are through nature. They evolved into their present forms through natural processes alone. The personified and deified "Nature" made the selections of "natural selection" to allow the fittest and highest forms to survive. "Nature" is thus presented as self-generative and self-actualizing. Such an idea is inherent in the evolutionism that is part of the naturalistic scientism advocated by many today.
"Unto nature" implies that everything is proceeding toward a continued natural state. Everything recycles. Everything reincarnates. What goes around, comes around. "Ashes to ashes, dust to dust." The direction and destination of everything is "back to nature."
"To nature be the glory forever." Having deified "nature" in this ideological system of exclusive naturalism, "nature" is considered as infinite and eternal, forever. The natural product worships its natural source. Nature worship.
Consider this point. The "unto" is determined by the "out of." The significance is determined by the source. The operation and objective is determined by the origin. The direction and destination is determined by the derivation. If everything starts with an infinite, eternal "nature" operating by natural processes, then it all ends up "back to nature." What is the purpose? What is the objective? Where is the meaning? Exclusive naturalism lacks a telos, an end-goal. Everything just goes around and around monotonously but naturally.

Nihilism
Consider another adaptation of the Biblical verse, the thesis of nihilism: "From nothing and through nothing and unto nothing are all things. To nothing be the glory forever."
"From nothing," out of nothing, ex nihilo. This has been the traditional explanation of creative commencement by dualistic theology through the centuries. Since both the Greek preposition ek and the Latin preposition ex have a root meaning of "out of, from within," implying derivative source and origin, this explanation becomes illogical. You do not get something, or anything, or "all things" from nothing. To make sense of the "out of nothing" doctrine, men's thought processes have made the "nothing" into "something" called "nothing." It is still illogical for the derivative source of all things to be "nothing."
"Through nothing" implies an operational process utilizing nothing. This would be a totally random process of chance circumstances.
"Unto nothing." Is there no purpose and objective to all things? Is everything purposeless, meaningless, hopeless? Such is the basis of the philosophy of nihilism, which asserts that existence is senseless and useless. It is going nowhere. This is Buddhist ateleology. The ultimate objective in Buddhism is "nothingness," nirvana, the extinguishing of existence in oblivion, the negation of existence.
"To nothing be the glory forever." Nihilism indicates that there is nothing glorious about this existence. "Stop the reincarnation wheel." "Stop the world; I want to get off!" There is no purpose to continue to exist.
Notice again, that the source determines the significance, the origin determines the objective, the derivation determines the direction and destiny. If all things are "out of nothing" and "though nothing," then it all ends up meaning nothing, "unto nothing." Nihilism lacks a telos. It is ateleological or antiteleological.

Christianity
Now we shall consider the verse as Paul wrote it in Romans 11:36, the creative thesis of Christianity. "For from Him (God) and through Him (God) and unto Him (God) are all things. To Him (God) be the glory forever."
"From Him," out of God, ek theos, implies that the derivative source and origin of all things is God. The invariant, immutable God, who is self-existent, self-generative, self-sustaining, eternal, infinite, autonomous, independent and non-contingent is the source and origin of all things. The greater can create the lesser. Therefore the Living God could create all lesser forms of living things (Neh. 9:6). The Infinite could create the finite. The Supernatural could create the natural. The Spiritual could create the physical. The invisible Existent One, God, could create visible, as well as invisible, existence lesser than Himself.
"Through Him," by means of His omnipotence and sovereignty, all the created order is sustained, held together (Col. 1:17). "Though Him" the operational processes of the universe function as constant and dependable order. God is the faithful invariant that allows science to see the dependable design and function of the cosmos, which they call the "laws of nature." Through God, the divine and personal "selector," the natural world has unrolled, evolved, in accord with His purposes. God is the agent through Whom all has developed as it has developed in the universe.
"Unto Him," implies that the end-objective toward which all things are directed is God. The telos is theos! This is not to say that everything "becomes God." Everything does not turn "into" God, but is directed "unto" God, in terms of its purpose and goal. The teleology of creation, the objective and purpose of creation, is to glorify God. "To Him be the glory forever. Amen."

Notice again that the beginning determines the end. Etiology determines teleology. Derivation determines direction and destiny. Origin determines operation and objective. Source determines sustenance and significance. What the universe is derived "out of" determines the purpose that it proceeds "unto." The ek determines the eis. If you know where it comes from, you can know where its going.

A brief history of how Christian theology has emphasized the teleology of creation should be beneficial. We have already noted that Augustine, in the fifth century, proposed the "teleological argument" for God's existence, explaining that "design demands a Designer." Thomas Aquinas amplified the "teleological argument" in his writings. Western schools of philosophy even established an educational discipline in the universities called "teleology," the study of the design and purpose in nature.
Though there was a dualistic tendency inherent in such teleological arguments for God's existence, the argument of design and purpose remained as one of the major tenets of "natural theology," being the church's "stock-in-trade" explanation of cosmological considerations at least through the nineteenth century. It was in the eighteenth century that William Paley wrote his famous book on Natural Theology, using the teleological argument as a major tenet of his thesis.

In the nineteenth century, after Charles Darwin wrote his book On The Origin of Species (1859), the major argument in response to Darwin by the theologians, was that "evolutionism" as a theory to explain all natural causes, lacked teleology. The naturalism of evolutionism does not have anything to give it purpose, to explain the direction which it is going, to provide any sense of significance and destiny.

American theologian, Charles Hodge (1797-1878) explained that in evolutionism the selection of natural causes is "without design, being conducted by unintelligent causes."1 He concluded that "the ateleological explanation of evolution is atheistic."2 Scottish theologian, James Orr (1844-1913), likewise objected to the "antiteleological bias in Darwin's theory."3 P.T. Forsyth (1848-1921), another Scottish theologian, wrote that
"everything turns on the kind of teleology. ...There is nothing in evolution fatal to the great moral and spiritual teleology of Christianity. ...It is not in nature at all that we find nature's end. ...In Jesus Christ we have the final cause of history, and the incarnation of that kingdom which is the only teleology large enough for the whole world."4

Christian theologians in the half century following Darwin's publication of The Origin of Species, recognized that to overstate evolution in the exclusivistic natural selection premises of evolutionism, was to deny the teleology of God's purposeful selective action. The earliest Christian protagonists against evolutionism saw that the teleological issue was the foremost issue.

From the second decade of the twentieth century and the popularizing of fundamentalism and creationism, the arguments used by Christians to refute evolutionism have become increasingly less cogent. They have blurred the issue. Instead of using the teleology of God's purpose and design in creation, the evangelical reactions to evolutionism have evolved into a defense of the Bible, a defense of ideological epistemology, and a defense of morality.

Whereas naturalism or evolutionism is ateleological or antiteleological (having no purpose or contrary to purpose), the popular arguments of fundamentalists and creationists are misteleological or dysteleological (mistaken and distorted as to purpose). In the writings of fundamentalistic creationists the purposes of understanding creation in accord with their interpretations are often explained as (1) the upholding of the absolute, infallibility of the Bible as the "Word of God," (2) the preserving of the Christian belief-system, and (3) the affirmation of moral absolutes of behavior. These religious tenets comprise an invalid, even idolatrous, teleological direction. The purpose of recognizing God in the origin and operation of the universe is not to assert the absoluteness of particular interpretations of the Bible, nor the absoluteness of a particular doctrinal belief-system, nor the absoluteness of a particularly defined morality. Rather, we want to recognize the exclusive absoluteness of God Himself as Creator and Sustainer, allowing no other alleged "absolutes" to be substituted and deified by the absolutism of religion in place of God. We must not allow God's divine purposes for the universe to be substituted and undermined by man's religious purposes.

The only meaningful explanation of the teleological purpose of creation is that of historic Christianity which recognizes the contingency of creation upon the Creator, and allows for God's purposeful selective actions in the development of the cosmos and the continuing natural processes of the universe. God has acted, and is acting, in the primal origins, the procedural operations and the purposeful objective of the universe. The origin of all created things is "out of God" (ek theos). The operation of all created things is "through God" (dia theos). The objective of all created things is "unto God" (eis theos). To God be the glory forever! (Romans 11:36).

Therein we discover the purpose, the teleology of creation. "To God be the glory forever!" "Worthy art Thou, our Lord and our God, to receive glory and honor and power; for Thou didst create all things, and because of Thy will they existed and were created" (Rev. 4:11).

Misconceptions abound as to God's teleological purpose in creating the world. Most of them are based on the fallacious premise that God had a "need" that was fulfilled by the creation. Variations of this premise include the explanations that (1) God had a "need" for creation to be contingent upon Him, an authority-need or a control-need, a need to "lord it over" something lesser than Himself. (2) God had a "need" for fellowship and socialization with other personal beings. He was lonely, so He created mankind with which to have personal relationships. (3) God had a "need" to express His love. "God is love" (I John 4:8,16), and such unselfish love requires active expression unto others, so He created other personal beings who could be the recipients of His love. (4) God had a "need" to be glorified, a need for ego-satisfaction in expressing Himself and having the created order recognize who He is. All of these explanations make God contingent upon His creation. If there were anything or anyone on whom God's well-being was contingent or dependent, then such would supersede God, for the lesser is usually dependent on the greater. God is uncontingent, complete in Himself, self-sufficient, lacks nothing and has no "needs." A complete and perfect fellowship of love existed in the inter-relations of the Tri-une Godhead, and did not necessitate creation to fulfill such.

The purpose of God's creating is not based on any necessity or need that God has. He did not create in order that He might be fulfilled, perfected, socialized, or to become functional in expression of His character. Creation was not forced upon Him. He did not have to create. God is absolutely self-determinative. "What His soul desires that He does" (Job 23:13). "He does whatever He pleases" (Psalm 115:1). What He does is always consistent with His perfect character, for He cannot contradict or misrepresent Himself.

God's character is glorious. He is the absolutely all-glorious One. There is no greater end or objective for God than to manifest Himself, communicate Himself, express Himself. In so doing He is glorified by His all-glorious character expressed through His creation. Acting "out of Himself," ek theos, God acts "for His own sake." "For My own sake, For My own sake, I will act: for how can My name be profaned?" (Isaiah 48:11). There is no ego-centricity in such an expression of His character, for He is merely acting as who He is. There is no self-orientation in God, therefore the expression of His character is not an empty exhibition or show of pride, just a glorious expression of His glorious character.

God's character is expressed throughout the natural universe. "The heavens declare the glory of God, and the firmament showeth His handiwork" (Psalm 19:1). He has "displayed His splendor above the heavens" (Psalm 8:1). "The glory of the Lord is revealed" (Isa. 40:5); "the work of His Hands, that He might be glorified" (Isa. 60:21). "Since the creation of the world His invisible attributes, His eternal power and divine nature, have been clearly seen, being understood through what has been made" (Romans 1:20).

God's glorious character is expressed in all of creation, but even more particularly in mankind. Man, being the crown of creation, can serve God's purpose in ways that no other part of creation can do. As a personal being, man can express features of God's character behaviorally, which the rest of creation cannot. God intended that His character of "love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control" (Gal. 5:22,23), might be expressed through the behavior of man. Through Isaiah, God refers to "everyone...whom I have created for My glory" (Isa. 43:7).

It is important to recognize, though, that the expression of God's glorious character by which He is glorified is never distinct from, detached from, or external of Himself. He is glorified only by the expression of His own glorious character. It is not any alleged self-generated actions or "works" of man that glorify God, but only His action of expressing His own character in the actions of man unto His own glory. "I am the Lord, that is My Name; I will not give My glory to another" (Isa. 42:8). "My glory I will not give to another" (Isa. 48:11). Glorification, the on-going purpose of creation, requires the ontological presence of God, His Being expressing His character.

By the "singularity" of God's redemptive activity in His Son, Jesus Christ, we have the revelation of the ultimate teleological fulfillment of creation. To remedy the sin consequence of alienation between man and God, Jesus Christ became man in order to take the death consequences so that He might re-impart the ontological presence of divine life in the spirit of man, thereby giving man the provision to fulfill the purpose for which he was created. This Christological re-creative act issues forth in a spiritual "new creation" (Gal. 6:15) as men become "new creatures in Christ" (II Cor. 5:17) by receiving the Spirit of Christ in faith.

Jesus Christ, "the beginning and the end," telos, (Rev. 21:6; 22:13), personally indwells the Christian with His "divine nature" (II Peter 1:4), the ontological provision for the expression of God's glorious character. The Christian is "created in righteousness and holiness" (Eph. 4:24), "created in Christ Jesus for good works" (Eph. 2:10). Such behavioral expression is always and only the result of man's contingency upon God by the receptivity of faith that allows His character to be expressed in our behavior. Thus we are encouraged to "glorify God in our body" (I Cor. 6:20), and to "do all to the glory of God" (I Cor. 10:31).

Christian worship is the recognition of the "worth-ship" of the worthy and glorious character of God in Christ. We may sing "praises to His glory" (Eph. 1:6,12), but the foremost expression of worship for Christians today is the behavioral lifestyle that evidences the all-glorious character of God unto His glory day-by-day and moment-by-moment.

The "end," the teleology of creation, gives meaning and purpose to our existence today. As we understand the derivation of creation, we understand the direction and destiny of creation, inclusive of our own created being. Even science is being forced to consider the "why" questions and the "who" questions; the "why" of relativity and design and dependability, and the "who" of an ontological Designer with an "anthropic principle" pointing to the teleology of creation.


The ultimate ontological and teleological bases of God's creation will only be found in His Son, Jesus Christ, and in the "new creation" available by His presence and activity. Creation is derived "out of" God and proceeds "unto" God. The telos for all of creation, and particularly for the Christian is the glorious expression of the character of God. The eternal extension of that expression of glory is experienced by the Christian in the derived immortality from the One "who alone possesses immortality" (I Timothy 6:15).

"To God be the glory forever. Amen!"


FOOTNOTES

1 Hodge, Charles, What is Darwinism? New York: Scribner's. 1874.
2 Hodge, Charles, Systematic Theology. Vol. II. London: Thomas Nelson and Sons. 1874. pgs. 15-17.
3 Orr, James, God's Image in Man and its Defacement in the Light of Modern Denials. Grand Rapids:
Wm. B. Eerdmans Pub. Co., pgs. 90-97.
4 Forsyth, P.T., "Some Christian Aspects of Evolution," The London Quarterly Review. October, 1905.
pgs. 217-219, as quoted by Livingstone, David N., Darwin's Forgotten Defenders. Grand Rapids:
Wm. B. Eerdmans. 1987. pg. 145.
 

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I believe, because various way God is proved and nobody can prove that God is not exist.
 

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Heb 11:1 & 3 Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen. By faith we understand that the universe was created by the word of God, so that what is seen was not made out of things that are visible.



Psa 33:6 & 9 By the word of the LORD the heavens were made, and by the breath of his mouth all their host. For he spoke, and it came to be; he commanded, and it stood firm.





homo sapien said:
Actually I don't believe anything. I either know, or I don't know and anything that I know can be proven.

Whilst I have no objection what so ever with all of the people who choose to believe without proof, really they should be honest and say that. But then tend not to. They seem to take the stance that because they believe in something, it must therefore be correct. So it then follows that anyone who does not follow their beliefs to the letter, must be wrong. So they have to be either reducated or killed.

Christianity has a long history of killing people who didn't go along with the word of the day.

Religions are quite often at the base of any dispute. Better maybe to have no religion and believe nothing if you religious people can't lean to live together and understand the fundamental flaw in your reasoning.

Before you step out on your little journey of condemnation, be sure you have the historical facts correct. Otherwise you're falsely accusing those who had nothing to do with you little accusative hate speech. So much for being better of for not having any religion.

Check out your fundamental flaw in your reasoning. B)
 

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BiggAndyy said:
Like I said to him before... meh. He was a troll and is gone now.
Thanks BA, I often don't read many or any comments except the one my eyes fall on. So I appreciate the thumbs up. SHALOM brother. :)
 

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i cannot remember a time i did not believe .i like many christians was infant baptised and brought up in the faith . IM ONE OF THOSE PKS YOU HEARD THE AWFUL STORIES ABOUT

Preacher kids can be mighty sinners im living proof of that YET Jesus is stronger than ALL THE worlds sin's AND HERE IS LIVING PROOF OF THAT . ROMANS 5 :18


im also as ugly as sin so i wont show a picture of my self :)

homo sapien said:
The bottom line is that you cannot prove the existence of your God, any God. Then you ask me to follow your beliefs because feel strongly they are correct!
There are only reasons for reliogion and only 2 are valid:
1. To control the population. No you only need a \n army
2. To explain away natural events (thunder etc0No you need science
3 to have a set of rules to live by. No, you need society
4. To be able to wear "Ceremonial dress" and perform acts with your peers. No, buy a pair of cowboy boots and go line dancing
5. To have a believe in an after life. Yes for that you need religion
6. To have a nice warm feeling someone is watching over you. Yes you need religion.
Most religious societies utilise items 1-5 inclusive
5It a programming problem, part of the chip is missing! and 6 just exist due to people with a certain mental make up not being able to cope with an open ended situation. So they invent an answer God Did It...
If we all dies at midnight where would your God be then? He wouldn't exist and mankind had died along with it's beliefs.
The reason athieism will never be popular is because God has built into man a searching for him .even the most primative people worship some sort of god. hat alne should be proof enough yet God has built into people also a longing for eternity life after death

The bible tells us many things an as we look around the world we see it,, before i activly read the bible i was like you ---sorta dumb about these things in the world around me.
but always loved by Jesus just like you .. I really do Hope you stick around or come back if your gone.. .. are you a science buff. i think you might enjoy this even if it is a christian site http://lutheranscience.org/
 

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I started believing because my parents believed. Even though they were very abusive, children look up to their parents. If they believed in God, He must exist.

But I just know that I know that I know, if they had not been believers, eventually, I would have come to Christ. He chose me....





He chose me :wub:
 

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And there appeared another wonder in heaven; and behold a great red dragon, having seven heads and ten horns, and seven crowns upon his heads. And his tail drew the third part of the stars of heaven, and did cast them to the earth... - Revelation 12:3-5

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That old dragon, Lucifer, also called Satan, was threw out of heaven and took with him a third part of the angels. We Christians must do him battle as we compete for the space he forsook. He has great delight in getting into the church politics and corrupting the hearts of men.

What then? Should we forsake God just because we have a devil to put up with? Not me! This life is too short, and eternity is too long!

And there was war in heaven: Michael and his angels fought against the dragon; and the dragon fought and his angels,And prevailed not; neither was their place found any more in heaven.And the great dragon was cast out, that old serpent, called the Devil, and Satan, which deceiveth the whole world: he was cast out into the earth, and his angels were cast out with him.And I heard a loud voice saying in heaven, Now is come salvation, and strength, and the kingdom of our God, and the power of his Christ: for the accuser of our brethren is cast down, which accused them before our God day and night. And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of their testimony; and they loved not their lives unto the death.Therefore rejoice, ye heavens, and ye that dwell in them. Woe to the inhabiters of the earth and of the sea! for the devil is come down unto you, having great wrath, because he knoweth that he hath but a short time. - Rev 12: 7-12
 

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I "read" a cartoon Gospel tract at age 5 (at the latest) in the waiting room of a doctor's office. Still one of the most vivid memories I ever had. I could not actually read the words but the pictures showing sin and judgment were quite clearly understood, even then. But since I'd come from a largely unreligious family with no spiritual upbringing to speak of, I relegated the memory to the back of my conscience and indulged my sin through H.S., the military and well into college.

During my senior year I began to come under increasingly heavy guilt for how I was living (I later learned this is called conviction). I did not fully know what it was - but I clearly recall resisting and dreading the vague knowledge that it might be from God. I know now that's exactly what it was: God's convicting hand, reaching down in grace to save even me. At the time, though, it was just this nameless, constant, pervasive sense of self-disgust and dread, blaring louder and louder in my soul no matter what I did to try to drown it out (and I say this to my shame but believe you me: you name it and I either tried it or was strongly tempted to).

Around that same time, I also began to notice odd, humanly inexplicable "alignments"...random people saying things that a year before would have been meaningless but now went *click!* in my mind...reading things left laying around in public that spoke to me...or the Christian radio station (which I'd begun monitoring) playing things that precisely echoed the ill-defined, still-unwelcomed spiritual thoughts that had just been going through my head.

And the whole time, the memory of my conviction at seeing that Gospel tract as very small child stuck with me.

Long story short, I resisted, resisted again and resisted the Holy Spirit some more. But now, I found a new and terrifying thought coming unbidden into my head: I knew that soon I would be faced with a decision. I did not know what it would be about...no idea, but I dreaded the thought. Yet I knew from the spiritual weirdness that had been going on that not only was Someone (I was not yet convinced it was the God of the Bible) was patiently yet deliberately trying to get my attention, but whoever it was would be presenting me with a choice which I could not avoid and would have to make, one way or the other.

Finally, a fellow sinner who'd left town a few years before, and with whom I'd had no contact since, suddenly reappeared and caught my attention in a darkened theater I had gone into one night purely on impulse. She was only a few seats down from me, strangely enough. She said we needed to talk after, so we did. She said she was now a Christian and I was like, "Oh....really..." I realized then that her reappearance out of nowhere, combined with my ever-increasing sense of conviction and all the other weirdness...well, now it was getting REALLY weird. We did talk but I was still very resistant and unsure (and secretly afraid) about some things so for the time being, we left it at that.

The climax:

Not long after - a few weeks at most - convinction was getting even hotter when I was driving down a gravel road in broad daylight and suddenly lost control. Now picture this: I'm only driving about 35-40 mph on loose but good gravel when my '78 Buick Electra - a fairly big car as heavy as some modern trucks - starts fishtailing on me. To my left is a very shallow ditch, about two feet wide, with a steep but soft embankment behind it. To my right is a creek, no guard rail, with a large culvert pipe running under the road that empties into the creek. There was about a six foot drop from the road to the creek. My car, out of control, is heading right for it.

Next thing I know, I find myself on the OTHER side of the road, nose up to the embankment, almost totally even with the creek drop-off. I had been totally without control of the car but even if I had been in control, I could not have reacted fast enough to have turned a car THAT size going THAT fast THAT tightly to bring it from where it was going to where it came to rest. I never wore belts in those days and likely would have died had I gone off the drop. I was completely fine. Shaken, but fine.

And when the shock wore off, I noted that I must have panicked because my foot still had the gas pedal floored and the engine - and Olds 403 if I recall correctly - was screaming.

All this had to occur in the space of about two seconds, max, yet not only do I not recall it happening, physically it SHOULD NOT have happened at all. I had no time nor presence of mind to even try turning the wheel and my foot was planted on the gas the whole time. By all the laws of physics, the car should have gone into the creek. But it didn't.

I walked to a phone (this is before cell) and called a truck to pull me out of the brush. Then I called my friend and told her whatever church it was she was going to, I wanted to go immediately because God just told me in no uncertain terms that He really wanted to get my attention. Now He had it.

Not long after I heard and believed the Gospel. That was in 1996.

One more thing. Remember how I said my foot still had the gas floored and the car was still running even though by all rights I should have gone head-first into the creek? Right after the tow truck arrived my friend and I went back and checked the culvert pipe. Sure enough, my tire did make a sizeable dent in it. I knew it was mine because it was fresh in the dust that coated the pipe. The Buick absolutely DID hit that pipe with enough momentum to dent it badly (messd up the front end, too, I later learned) yet I ended up safe almost exactly on the opposite side of the road. It was a miracle. God could have let me die right there in my sin but He did not. That's all I can say - God did not let me die when by all rights I should be dead.

That was not the only miracle God has graced me with the privilege of witnessing, there have been two others, but it was the first. It's why I'm here today. Had I ignored it and kept living in sin, I have zero doubt that with the wicked trajectory I was on, I - like my car should have done - would have ended up destroyed within five years at the most, probably less.

God has since allowed me to see and appreciate the abundant evidence that the Bible cannot possibly have been written by men. All that, taken together, is why I believe.

Praise God and His Christ for His grace and mercy!!!