God has a plan to save all his children that choose him.But to accomplish this the human being has to be shown that he can not do it on his own. There fore we are allowed to create our own problems and attempt to fix or ignore them. God expects us to be men /women of good faith and it is faith you seem to lack.Faith - The ability to believe what you can not seeAdam and Eve could see God when they called him did it save them? God knows the human mind and we would never be happy if we felt we were just all cared for sheep. Therefore we must learn what it is we do want and do not want the best way to learn this is the way you teach children, Have you ever been a parent? Would you not teach that there are consequences for their actions.God gets no joy from the way the world is,it breaks his heart. But as a parent I can tell you the hardest thing to do is sit back and watch while your child make mistakes, but it is how they learn. You can tell a child 100 times not to touch the fire but he will never learn till he gets burnt. It is the same with God. He lets us touch the fire. not because he doesn't care, but because he does.Better to let us touch the fire while he watches over us then to leave us unattended.It seems to me you are not going to find your path till you stop questioning the existence of God. You wont give him the one thing he asks for Believe upon me,and give me your love.Yet want him to make all things right in your eye's. is that not an arrogant request? God didn't make the world this way we did. And he has full intentions of putting an end to it but in his time for his reasons,for his plan just like any good parent. This will be when he deems its best for ALL his children.