I want to tell you I respect you and I don't want to resent you. I can see you in there, and I had any part of pushing you into yourself, I am sorry. I was a lost and wandering man. I am found and born again. I just want to show you the love I have for you and life. I want you to share that love for life with me. I cant repair the past but I can certainly improve the future.
It may be hard to love yourself but you can find a way back to that. Please don't give up on life and on our family. I have seen your attempts at escape fail and I know you are looking to fill a void. I can show you how to fill that void. It truly is a God shaped hole. You may not want to hear that but I at least wanted you to know.
You are loved my more than just your family. There is a much bigger love for you but you have to accept it.
It may be hard to love yourself but you can find a way back to that. Please don't give up on life and on our family. I have seen your attempts at escape fail and I know you are looking to fill a void. I can show you how to fill that void. It truly is a God shaped hole. You may not want to hear that but I at least wanted you to know.
You are loved my more than just your family. There is a much bigger love for you but you have to accept it.
