Change in Format

Okay, so I've been posting letters to my wife. But, If you read my post in the category Divorce for Reasons other than Adultery, You'll see that as of right now, that battle was lost... horribly. So I'm going to stray off topic. I guess now I have to dig deep and see if what life holds for me. My plan is to focus on my children more. I may not have been able to save my marriage but I can at least save my relationship with my kids. So that's my focus. That being said, though, The divorce wont be final for a few months so, if in that time, she decides to reconcile, I am all about that, But in the mean time, I'm moving out and giving her space and time. I don't have a good feeling about this one but we got married 9 years ago for all the wrong reasons and should never have gotten married to begin with. But that's neither here nor there now.

Everyone on here has been very helpful and supportive through my trials. I will focus on furthering my relationship with the Lord and press on. If it is in his will, I will find the peace and maybe someone else who is bound in faith and will take this journey with me. But as of right now, I will take time for myself and not rush anything. All the old wounds need to heal before I consider it. So, if you want me to finish publishing the letters on here, I can. But I fear it will only disappoint as it ultimately doesn't have a very happy ending, despite my best efforts and hours upon hours of prayer..... She is just too far gone. So take care space fans, where ever you are.....