So, here we are, the morning after the decision to divorce. It's amazing how awkward that is. I can be sure some things I said I regret... But like a bullet, you cant call them back. Let me explain though, I didn't say anything mean or condescending. What I'm talking about are the things I said like "If this is what will make you happy, then I don't want you to suffer anymore. You can have a divorce". That's what I'm talking about. So, yea, I regret it. But I cant take it back now. I could try but she wants it and wont let go of that notion. So I'm moving out this week, to stay with a friend. I may not have time or an opportunity to be on here for a bit, but I'll try. I'll give updates as well. Maybe, just maybe, she'll change her mind..... I have prayed daily on this for weeks now....... We'll see.