I choose not to believe. ... Jesus said belief saves you, and I say not believing saves you.
At least you admit it's a choice, a conscious decision, not to embrace God and obey His Way.
It's not as if you're saying you don't, or can't, believe. That would be a much different situation. As it stands, you have no excuse for that which is to come to you.
The Bible is clear that
everybody knows God exists. (Romans 1:18-23) It is a conscious decision to refuse His offer of salvation and refuse to come to the The Light, choosing instead the ways of the world because you love your evil deeds that are done in spiritual darkness.
And, thus, you will receive the just punishment.
"... as
they did not LIKE to retain God in their knowledge, God gave them over to a reprobate mind, …
Being filled with all unrighteousness, … haters of God, … without understanding, … Who
knowing the judgment of God, that they … are worthy of death, not only do the same, but have pleasure in them that do them."
(Romans 1:28-32)