well, i think you have it backwards. I love my addiction, obviously, but want to be saved. Cant be both, and thats why i say im not saved. 1 john says if we practice sin, we arent saved. What else is addiction, but practicing?
Paul also says he forced his body into subjection, and when you read Romans 7, you see Paul also had his struggles against the flesh and called himself a wretched man but rejoiced that Christ delivers him from the body of death. The thing is this body is dead because of sin, Romans 8:10, and the body of flesh, is going to rot and be destroyed, that includes the old man of the flesh with its corrupt lusts. The new man of the Spirit has eternal life, and these 2 are not joined as one with the same fate. Everyone has the old man and the new man. We do not totally lose the old man until we physically die. John also wrote this, about the old man and the new man, the old man sins, but the new man does not and can not sin. And everyone still has both, otherwise how can Paul and John write what they did? God only looks for the new man of the Spirit joined with Christ to consider you saved. In v8, John says we have sin, and in v9 John says we do not and can not sin, but see he is talking about 2 different men, the old man sins, but the new man has no sin, God has perfected the new man, and all our sins are forgiven us, not for our sakes, but for the sake of Christ, as in His name is preached the forgiveness of sins.
1 John 1:8 If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us.
1 John 2:12 Their Spiritual State
I write to you, little children, Because your sins are forgiven you for His name’s sake.
1 John 3:9 Whoever has been born of God does not sin, for His seed remains in him; and he cannot sin, because he has been born of God.
Paul runs the race to win the prize, the reward from God for a race well run, SOME people experience a better resurrection with greater rewards than do others.
1 Corinthians 9
24 Do you not know that those who run in a race all run, but one receives the prize? Run in such a way that you may obtain it.
25 And everyone who competes for the prize is temperate in all things. Now they do it to obtain a perishable crown, but we for an imperishable crown.
26 Therefore I run thus: not with uncertainty. Thus I fight: not as one who beats the air.
27 But I discipline my body and bring it into subjection, lest, when I have preached to others, I myself should become disqualified.