Poor you. Religion does strange things to the mind...it twists and turns what could have been an honest appraisal into a bid for self-justification.
You are not spiritual so you don't understand the NT at all.
John describes faith INTO Christ.
I dont have any religion, as religion is man trying to reach God, or become God..... to "deify themselves" by self effort.
That's you, isn't it?
What i am is a CHRISTian.
Christianity is not a Religion, as CHRISTianity, is God become a man, who died on the Cross, for the sin of the world, to offer this...
2 Corinthians 5:19
"""""that is, that God was in Christ reconciling the WORLD to Himself, not counting people’s SIN's against them . And He has committed to us the message of reconciliation"... "be ye reconciled to God by the Cross of Christ". = "The preaching of THE Cross" that is "The Gospel of the Grace of God".
And to become "in Christ" = requires a spiritual birth.
Tho you might think you can self effort your way into Christ.
Seems so.
The truth however, is that God has to birth your Spirit, into His own. = "BORN....again".
This is Spiritual Union with God...completed and eternal...and Jesus told you that "you mist be BORN AGAIN", or you can't become "IN Christ"
Notice where is Jesus ??
He's not in your local Mall.
He's in Heaven, and you are down here, fella.
So, to become JOINED to Christ ... as "in Christ'.....has to be a birth in the SPIRIT realm.
And, Before God will give you this spiritual birth, you have to believe in Jesus, by FAITH, and then God will take the Atonement....the Blood Atonement, that is the Cross of Christ, and He will allow Jesus to die for your sin. as ..."God hath made Jesus to be SIN for us".
"Jesus is the ONE TIME ETERNAL Sacrifice for SIN".
That takes care of it. And then you would have no sin. And now being "made free from sin", as Paul teaches.... God can give you the spiritual birth into Christ and into Himself... once He has dealt with your sin, as He wont take you into Himself until Jesus on the Cross has dealt with all your sin.
This is to be born again.
Jesus said ="you must be born again", or you wont exit "In Christ" and you wont go to Heaven when you die.