im trying to be sober but my body cannot take the pain

[Holy999]

can you say me it?

 

[rebuilder 454]

We need help to walk Holy.
I think Paul said " you have not resisted to the shedding of blood in your fight against sin."

 

[MA2444]

I can shed some light on this. I was an auto accident in 2009 because I was trying to quit smoking MJ, so I had an Epileptic seizure and I broke my back in two places and live with daily pain for the most part. They had me on (a lot!) of the good pain pills and they did help. They give me my posture back and endurance. But the side effect was addiction and it soon developed into life being all about the next pill.

What are those pills anyway? So Looked them up and found out what they was, basically lab grade heroin. And I said, no way am I going to take those pills for the rest of my life. And I quit them and fired my doctor! She got mad! Told me I couldnt do that wihtout her supervision, HA! Your Fired!

So now what do I do to ease the pain? I drink a lot of Coffee and take Ibuprofen and rotate it off and on with aspirin (Tylenol sucks and is poison).

Once you have all of their poison out of your system your body returns to normal so coffee and Ibuprofen work good for me, I have good days and bad days. On bad nights I still smoke some MJ because it is a good back relaxer, muscle relaxer.

I'm afraid to stop smoking pot again. Last time it almost killed me!

 

[rebuilder 454]

I can shed some light on this. I was an auto accident in 2009 because I was trying to quit smoking MJ, so I had an Epileptic seizure and I broke my back in two places and live with daily pain for the most part. They had me on (a lot!) of the good pain pills and they did help. They give me my posture back and endurance. But the side effect was addiction and it soon developed into life being all about the next pill.

What are those pills anyway? So Looked them up and found out what they was, basically lab grade heroin. And I said, no way am I going to take those pills for the rest of my life. And I quit them and fired my doctor! She got mad! Told me I couldnt do that wihtout her supervision, HA! Your Fired!

So now what do I do to ease the pain? I drink a lot of Coffee and take Ibuprofen and rotate it off and on with aspirin (Tylenol sucks and is poison).

Once you have all of their poison out of your system your body returns to normal so coffee and Ibuprofen work good for me, I have good days and bad days. On bad nights I still smoke some MJ because it is a good back relaxer, muscle relaxer.

I'm afraid to stop smoking pot again. Last time it almost killed me!

That is heavy duty.
May the Lord Jesus shine on You and walk you out of every trap

Yes sir

He who the son sets free is free indeed.
You are family.
You are God's property

You are an heir to every blessing and promise.
Claim what is yours!!!!

 

[MA2444]

That is heavy duty.
May the Lord Jesus shine on You and walk you out of every trap

Yes sir

He who the son sets free is free indeed.
You are family.
You are God's property

You are an heir to every blessing and promise.
Claim what is yours!!!!

That's right Brother, it is heavy duty. It's also the 2nd time that I tried to quit smoking Mj. The first time I quit, I must've been about 35 and I thought, eh, that's a young man thing. And I like be clear headed. So I quit. 3 days later I had the first seizure in 18 years! So I started smokit again AND went back on medicine. 11 more years seizure free. I want to wuit smoking that stuff again. Maybe that was a fluke before and not even related to MJ? So I quit the 2nd time and was even on medicine and 4 days later I had the seizure on the highway and was almost killed. And I was saved! Praise the Lord!

So it wasnt a fluke. And now I have come full circle on it and have began to treat it like an evil spirit. Spirit of Infirmity? Spirit of Epilepsy? But Jesus said, this kind only goes out by prayer and fasting. One day thy will issue the mark of the beast and wont let me buy medicine unless I take the mark. So I have began fasting regularly and talking to the spirit in Jesus name and so far I dont believe he has gone away yet because somehow I think I will know it when he does go. I hope so! Otherwise how will I tell? I am on medication and still smoke mj and that was 2009 I got hurt so I'm back at, I want to quit smoking MJ Again!!

So yeah, it's still heave duty. Pray for me about this Brother and let's come into agreement that this spirit of infirmity leaves me!

still on coffee and ibuprofen, lol. It works for me.

 

[Hepzibah]

Any drug - nicotine, alcohol, coffee, street drugs, change your biological function and metabolism, so that must be corrected while quitting, and makes the job much less painful.

You need the help of biochemists.

 

[rebuilder 454]

@ MA
I have touched on the realm of total victory.
I have not achieved it yet.
But the secrets are being revealed.
It is the realm of what I call " the irrevocable prayer".
Right now most of us do not see total victory.
We see success in part.
We see a measure of victory.
So the target is to be so immersed in God that we hook up with him.
We partner with Him in 100% commitment.
That is the platform to walk in.
We launch out from there.
All baggage goes.
All ambition and self goes.
Rebellion and loose talk/lose living goes.
Simultaneously stepping fully into the anointing.
Getting all jokers and carnal poisonous Christians out of our lives.
All compromise gets decapitated.
At that point you are a giant walking with God.
This in part( the lack and disinterest in it) is WHY we only walk in partial victory.

There is another dimension. I call it the Holy Ghost women intercession.
Get you about 3 or 4 women that you can call for prayer.
Find them.
Get their phone numbers.
This requires you finding home fellowships where the remnant meet. (Holy Ghost baptized believers obsessed with Jesus and the Holy Ghost.)
We need those powerhouse women.
They are priceless.

 

[MA2444]

@ MA
I have touched on the realm of total victory.
I have not achieved it yet.
But the secrets are being revealed.
It is the realm of what I call " the irrevocable prayer".
Right now most of us do not see total victory.
We see success in part.
We see a measure of victory.
So the target is to be so immersed in God that we hook up with him.
We partner with Him in 100% commitment.
That is the platform to walk in.
We launch out from there.
All baggage goes.
All ambition and self goes.
Rebellion and loose talk/lose living goes.
Simultaneously stepping fully into the anointing.
Getting all jokers and carnal poisonous Christians out of our lives.
All compromise gets decapitated.
At that point you are a giant walking with God.
This in part( the lack and disinterest in it) is WHY we only walk in partial victory.

There is another dimension. I call it the Holy Ghost women intercession.
Get you about 3 or 4 women that you can call for prayer.
Find them.
Get their phone numbers.
This requires you finding home fellowships where the remnant meet. (Holy Ghost baptized believers obsessed with Jesus and the Holy Ghost.)
We need those powerhouse women.
They are priceless.

Brother that makes perfect sense to me. From how it reads this is talking about nailing your old man to the cross. I heard such a good testimony this morning about this very thing that a guy did. He set out to nail his old man to the cross and it took him a full year to do it with effort every day. That is very relevant to this discussion so I'm going to find it and watch it again and listen even closer this time. And either post his testimony or post the video. Which would you rather? Me telling it or the video?

 

[MA2444]

The Lord must be helping me, I found it. If you want to watch the particular testimony he gives it starts around the 10 minute mark and isnt terribly long.

It's all about the 7 Baptisms. The church only teaches on 2 of them, the Baptism of water and the Baptism of the Holy Spirit but there are 5 more Baptisms after those! And he uses scriptures so get you a pen, lol. He talks fast but he is such a good teacher. This entire video on (to me) on this very subject.