Yes, you can, and you must. The promise is that God can, depending on our faith, accomplish in each one of us exceedingly more than we could possibly ask or think. That promise comes from a God who is exceedingly more wonderful, gracious, and merciful than we could possibly ask or think.
Sadly, we have been infected by the fruits of Cain's offering which devolved into pagan sacrifices where the offenders offered sacrifices to appease an angry vengeful spiteful god bent on punishment and suffering to the offender. This utterly false paradigm was Satan's counterfeit to the real truthful wonderful line of sacrifice which Abraham attested to and witnessed, saying, "God shall provide Himself a sacrifice my son".
The truth is that God took upon Himself the shame of our sin and selfishness. Shame is unbearable. Attested to by Adam and Eve who both tried to pass on their shame to others. Shame brings people to suicide. But rather than require Adam and Eve to suffer and spend the rest of their lives appeasing an angry bitter resentful God, He promised hope and release.
“4 Surely he hath borne our griefs, and carried our sorrows: yet we did esteem him stricken, smitten of God, and afflicted. 5 But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities: the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his stripes we are healed. 6 All we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned every one to his own way; and the LORD hath laid on him the iniquity of us all. 7 He was oppressed, and he was afflicted, yet he opened not his mouth: he is brought as a lamb to the slaughter, and as a sheep before her shearers is dumb, so he openeth not his mouth. 8 He was taken from prison and from judgment: and who shall declare his generation? for he was cut off out of the land of the living: for the transgression of my people was he stricken. 9 And he made his grave with the wicked, and with the rich in his death; because he had done no violence, neither was any deceit in his mouth. 10 Yet it pleased the LORD to bruise him; he hath put him to grief: when thou shalt make his soul an offering for sin, he shall see his seed, he shall prolong his days, and the pleasure of the LORD shall prosper in his hand. 11 He shall see of the travail of his soul, and shall be satisfied: by his knowledge shall my righteous servant justify many; for he shall bear their iniquities. 12 Therefore will I divide him a portion with the great, and he shall divide the spoil with the strong; because he hath poured out his soul unto death: and he was numbered with the transgressors; and he bare the sin of many, and made intercession for the transgressors. ”
Isaiah 53:4-12 KJV
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What sustained the Son of God during His life of toil and sacrifice? He saw the results of the travail of His soul and was satisfied. Looking into eternity, He beheld the happiness of those who through His humiliation had received pardon and everlasting life. His ear caught the shout of the redeemed. He heard the ransomed ones singing the song of Moses and the Lamb.
Here is a God of such love, devotion, and commitment, to our redemption that He took upon Himself the full cost. By grace we are saved. Nothing was withheld in the plan of salvation. God gave everything that we might be saved. What do we give in return? We question His integrity. We mistrust His plans. We don't believe His word or His promises. And we accuse Him of being a tyrant of far greater evil than the worst of human sinners could even dream of by accepting and believing the worst of interpretations of the more obscure texts in direct contradistinction to the numerous texts that clearly declare the precise opposite.
So yes. You can fully expect God to be far better than what the church and any individual portrays.