Pedophilia and child sacrifice in the entertainment industry
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Understanding MPD/DID & SRA/MK
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Shattering, Betrayal, and Wrath: Dissociative Identity Disorder and Redemption
This has been a long time in the coming. I arrived at this forum to be closer to some I knew in the hope that this continued association would facilitate the restoration which Jesus Christ declared years ago, when I was alone in the wilderness and close to death. The Lord came to me --- all of...
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MTF's are men; they mock God in his face. They successfully live among us as women. They take the beauty that belongs to women. They take the position that belongs to women. They take the medals that belong to women. They take the glory that belongs to women. But they're men. Famous people. MTF (Male To Female) inversion is a longstanding process that takes place in many of the Western nations whereby a child is sacrificed as part of keeping one's covenant to a secret society. It can be the Illuminatti, it can be the Baphomet situation, it can be the Masons, etc. Inversion means to turn something upside down. And so, MTF's counterpart is FTM.
MTF is where you give birth to a child, you offer your first child to make a mockery of God saying 'Everything that opens the womb is mine.' The Lord has long said in Leviticus that even if it's a sheep or a goat, whatever opens the womb, whatever comes out first, that firstborn is always his portion. This is why all the rights of succession, the inheritance, the property, the bulk of it, will go to the firstborn. Obviously, if something is the Lord's, then you're going to highly honor it by giving him the property. And the younger brothers and sisters get what is called portions, but the firstborn gets the lot, the main inheritance. The Lord says all who are first in the family are automatically his, dedicated to him.
Not uncommon.
Yeah, the techno craft is a reality; the "alien" meme is a fake.
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Another example: Paul McCartney is Twins.
I had read this many years ago - if I recall correctly, it was pre-incarceration of Fritz. Very straightforward.
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Do you see us? Do you understand what persecution is?
These photos are a few of my documentations of bruises and marks that result from being punished by the cult for talking, for exposing, for supporting fellow survivors.
I usually try to document with photos. So these are just a few examples. But what's hard for me is my friends don't get it. They hear me, and acknowledge what I say ....but then they go on as if it isn't happening. It's out of sight/out of mind. They don't have to live it, so it's easier for them to just ignore my reality. And they expect me to act normal, as if nothing is happening ...like I don't face actual persecution on a daily basis. This isn't in my head. It's happening in real time, a real and present threat. I am healing from these bruises and "other" injuries as I sit to type this.
This is persecution. The cult hates me because I talk, and that with the help and power of God, I have dismantled their mind control programming over my life. They can no longer access programmed alters, because my alters have been set free by Jesus Christ. They can't use me or my alters for what they intended, to help accomplish a NWO and usher in the Antichrist. So they target and harm me whenever they get a chance. They can no longer use programming cues to access alters, so they use force to access, and then when they cannot get alters to respond (bc most of them have merged/integrated) they punish me. Yes, I still dissociate the actual traumas of the punishments, but not always fully ..and usually, the bits and puzzle pieces come later when I am in a safe place.
Idk if many you realize that every day, I live with threats and the danger of being physically hurt ...and even going to town, people play games with me on the streets, or on occasion, try to k.ll me in an "accident." But God will not allow them to k.ll me before my time. So they target my children, and grandchild/ren.
My youngest son, Matthew, is with the Lord now since January of 2020, because they targeted him to hurt me. Matthew was "expendable " to them because my deprogramming created a breach in their ability to access and program his mind. Before that, my granddaughter, Julie, was stolen and then illegally placed into the home of a cult family because my daughter and granddaughter were living with me and that would greatly limit their access to her.
At this very moment, I am and have been recovering from these bruises (except for the hand bruise, which happened before these last ones) and other injuries. To be discreet, I had trouble walking without pain due to *assaults" that caused bleeding, and bones in the lower region being out of place. (That part is much better now, praise God.)
Do you understand(?) ...this is what I face on a daily basis. And this is what every survivor who comes to Christ and fights for freedom and exposes the evil system, also face! My dear survivor friends on this forum and many off this forum ...know what it is to suffer for their testimony IN CHRIST. We can't walk this journey without Him. HE is our life! HE is our refuge and our fortress!!
@lilygrace & @Psalm-147:3 @Dukubz ...fellow survivors and my dearest friends and best support people.
@doctrox I know you believe me and support survivors.
@Nancy @David in NJ @IndianaRob @Jostler I know you believe me, and thank you for being my friends.
@Angelina @Pearl @lforrest @Heart2Soul @TitusTwoWife this is my reality, and why I speak out. God has brought me through so much, and has laid on my beart to speak out, to expose, to advocate for survivors, to reach ones who need to know there is HOPE in Christ. With Him, we can walk through this path with victory, and even peace that passes understanding.
These things are documented with some medical people I trust.
I know that I'm taking a big risk sharing this much but ....you all are now witnesses. I will tag more as others come to mind.
Thanks for reading.
EDIT: added tag for my sweet survivor friend who just joined today.
These photos are a few of my documentations of bruises and marks that result from being punished by the cult for talking, for exposing, for supporting fellow survivors.
I usually try to document with photos. So these are just a few examples. But what's hard for me is my friends don't get it. They hear me, and acknowledge what I say ....but then they go on as if it isn't happening. It's out of sight/out of mind. They don't have to live it, so it's easier for them to just ignore my reality. And they expect me to act normal, as if nothing is happening ...like I don't face actual persecution on a daily basis. This isn't in my head. It's happening in real time, a real and present threat. I am healing from these bruises and "other" injuries as I sit to type this.
This is persecution. The cult hates me because I talk, and that with the help and power of God, I have dismantled their mind control programming over my life. They can no longer access programmed alters, because my alters have been set free by Jesus Christ. They can't use me or my alters for what they intended, to help accomplish a NWO and usher in the Antichrist. So they target and harm me whenever they get a chance. They can no longer use programming cues to access alters, so they use force to access, and then when they cannot get alters to respond (bc most of them have merged/integrated) they punish me. Yes, I still dissociate the actual traumas of the punishments, but not always fully ..and usually, the bits and puzzle pieces come later when I am in a safe place.
Idk if many you realize that every day, I live with threats and the danger of being physically hurt ...and even going to town, people play games with me on the streets, or on occasion, try to k.ll me in an "accident." But God will not allow them to k.ll me before my time. So they target my children, and grandchild/ren.
My youngest son, Matthew, is with the Lord now since January of 2020, because they targeted him to hurt me. Matthew was "expendable " to them because my deprogramming created a breach in their ability to access and program his mind. Before that, my granddaughter, Julie, was stolen and then illegally placed into the home of a cult family because my daughter and granddaughter were living with me and that would greatly limit their access to her.
At this very moment, I am and have been recovering from these bruises (except for the hand bruise, which happened before these last ones) and other injuries. To be discreet, I had trouble walking without pain due to *assaults" that caused bleeding, and bones in the lower region being out of place. (That part is much better now, praise God.)
Do you understand(?) ...this is what I face on a daily basis. And this is what every survivor who comes to Christ and fights for freedom and exposes the evil system, also face! My dear survivor friends on this forum and many off this forum ...know what it is to suffer for their testimony IN CHRIST. We can't walk this journey without Him. HE is our life! HE is our refuge and our fortress!!
@lilygrace & @Psalm-147:3 @Dukubz ...fellow survivors and my dearest friends and best support people.
@doctrox I know you believe me and support survivors.
@Nancy @David in NJ @IndianaRob @Jostler I know you believe me, and thank you for being my friends.
@Angelina @Pearl @lforrest @Heart2Soul @TitusTwoWife this is my reality, and why I speak out. God has brought me through so much, and has laid on my beart to speak out, to expose, to advocate for survivors, to reach ones who need to know there is HOPE in Christ. With Him, we can walk through this path with victory, and even peace that passes understanding.
These things are documented with some medical people I trust.
I know that I'm taking a big risk sharing this much but ....you all are now witnesses. I will tag more as others come to mind.
Thanks for reading.
EDIT: added tag for my sweet survivor friend who just joined today.
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I know it probably seems strange to some of you who aren't familiar with this, that I can be on this forum, participating and posting ...meanwhile, living with bruises, marks, and injuries, threats, and loss of loved ones ...but for myself and other survivors, we don't know any other life to compare it to.
This is our reality. We can't curl up in a ball 24/7 .....maybe we do sometimes, lol ...but that can't be 24/7. We have this life no one sees or understands and so, we live with our own reality while we function like anyone else in life. You just "do it."
I take care of people ...I have a husband and a family, grown children, grandchildren ...friends, and acquaintances, people I see weekly at the food stores, chiropractors, etc. I shop, take care of animals ...and I participate on this forum. Some days, I am physically so weak that I cannot move off the bed or recliner because I am literally willing myself to hold onto consciousness, and if I get up, I could collapse in the floor. (That has happened a few times!) So I stay put for sometimes hours ...sipping water with Redmond's salt, and waiting it out till my strength returns enough to get up and do all the things I am responsible for doing.
@TitusTwoWife this is why I have been on a Carnivore diet for 4 & 1/2 years. I at least recover much faster. And in between times, I actually have about 75-80% less pain than I did before Carnivore.
This is our reality. We can't curl up in a ball 24/7 .....maybe we do sometimes, lol ...but that can't be 24/7. We have this life no one sees or understands and so, we live with our own reality while we function like anyone else in life. You just "do it."
I take care of people ...I have a husband and a family, grown children, grandchildren ...friends, and acquaintances, people I see weekly at the food stores, chiropractors, etc. I shop, take care of animals ...and I participate on this forum. Some days, I am physically so weak that I cannot move off the bed or recliner because I am literally willing myself to hold onto consciousness, and if I get up, I could collapse in the floor. (That has happened a few times!) So I stay put for sometimes hours ...sipping water with Redmond's salt, and waiting it out till my strength returns enough to get up and do all the things I am responsible for doing.
@TitusTwoWife this is why I have been on a Carnivore diet for 4 & 1/2 years. I at least recover much faster. And in between times, I actually have about 75-80% less pain than I did before Carnivore.
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PS ...when you see me on the forum, it's almost always during one of those "holding onto consciousness" times (like today/this morning) ...or after spending hours outside with my animals, and/or chiropractor visits, shopping, etc. I try to live as "normal" a life as possible.
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I totally understand and can relate so much!! It is so hard being an SRA/Mk Ultra survivor. We go through so much trauma. I hope others will learn and pray too. I am praying for you!!
I do the same. I try to live as normal as possible too. It’s hard though.
Thank you for praying. I pray for you and all survivors often, especially those God has brought into my life. So glad you're here!!
Thank you! I pray that way too!! I’m glad to be here. Thank you for sharing this. I am trying to learn my way around some.
I am utterly convicted, as I sit here on my lazy butt, nary a care in this 1st world country, living the life of Riley. I don't pretend to know why my walk is not as your walk. But as you've said, it's not one's own call. Personally, I certainly don't deserve anything but a hot eternity.
Your post both angers me and quickens my resolve. Time around these parts is short. God, please renew and transform my mind and sharpen my witness. Please clean me up and make me worthy of your service.
I can't wait to check out of this hell hole of a world.
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For survivors, this may be somewhat triggering, so proceed with PRAYER and caution.
This video contains a lot of information that connected some dots for me. I have to be a bit cryptic so as not to attract the creepers into this thread.
Samantha Starkey w/ Starkey Homestead put up a video talking about the Vanity Fair photo shoot involving Er*ka K*rk and her children. She makes connections between Er*ka's family and Michael Aquino, and other key players in MK Ultra. She and her family go way back in connection with Isr*el, Epst*in, child trafficking, etc. And there is an unmistakable resemblance between Er*ka, Jay-Dee V*nce, and Michael Aquino. And of course ....there has been proven to be a connection with D*nald Tr*mp in Er*ka's teenage years. He was the one who got her into modeling, pageants, and introduced her to Ch*rlie K*rk.
@7:45 in the video, there is a photo. And this is where dots started connecting.
That is D*NALD Duck. As a survivor of multigenerational SRA and MK Ultra. "D*nald Duck" and "Mickey Mouse" hung on our bedroom wall throughout our childhood (of my older sister and I). Mickey Mouse was Michael Aquino ....I have long sensed that D*nald Duck was D*nald Tr*mp. Some memories stand out in my mind related to that. I have had flashbacks involving Tr*mp and Epst*in. Idk all the puzzle pieces. But ....that "D*nald Duck" that was "randomly placed" in the foreground of the photo is not a coincidence. It's a message to that child of who her handler/programmer is ...she is very likely trafficked and being used by D*nald Tr*mp with her mother as a very integral and willing participant.
This is helping to confirm things I've suspected in my history for a very long time. I knew Mickey Mouse was Michael Aquino. One of his handler names was Mickey. (Another was "the Colonel.")
I am related to Aquino on my father's side, and related to Aquino's wife on my mother's side. He was one of my main programmers.
But there had to have been a reason my sister and I were given both Mickey AND D*nald as wall hangings when I was age 2 for Christmas. I have an aunt whose husband is military and they lived not too terribly far from Boys Town.
My aunt gifted those wall hangings to my sister and I on Christmas of 1974. My aunt and uncle took us to Offutt AFB, and Boys Town, etc. (Oddly enough, I have a very good memory of facts and details from when I was really small.) I remembered all my life what my sister and I got for Christmas that year. From our parents, my sister and I each got a baby doll and a cradle. And we got a kid table and chairs set. From our aunt and uncle, I got a pink Mickey Mouse plaque and my sister got baby blue D*nald Duck plaque. Those hung on our bedroom wall even into out teens.
I'm skipping all over, I know. But my sister was 2 yrs older than me. When we were kids, we made up a game where we would pick a letter of the alphabet and talk with every word starting with that letter ...and giggle at how silly we sounded. Well, when it came to the letter "F", she looked at that D*nald Duck and accidentally said, "F*nald F*ck!"
We were both humored and shocked at the same time that it came out of her mouth. (I think she was about 12 and I was about age 10.) But I've remembered that all these years and have long suspected that D*nald Duck was D*nald Trump and it wasn't an accident that my sister said that. It was a clue coming from some suppressed trauma inside.
@Nancy
For survivors, this may be somewhat triggering, so proceed with PRAYER and caution.
This video contains a lot of information that connected some dots for me. I have to be a bit cryptic so as not to attract the creepers into this thread.
Samantha Starkey w/ Starkey Homestead put up a video talking about the Vanity Fair photo shoot involving Er*ka K*rk and her children. She makes connections between Er*ka's family and Michael Aquino, and other key players in MK Ultra. She and her family go way back in connection with Isr*el, Epst*in, child trafficking, etc. And there is an unmistakable resemblance between Er*ka, Jay-Dee V*nce, and Michael Aquino. And of course ....there has been proven to be a connection with D*nald Tr*mp in Er*ka's teenage years. He was the one who got her into modeling, pageants, and introduced her to Ch*rlie K*rk.
@7:45 in the video, there is a photo. And this is where dots started connecting.
That is D*NALD Duck. As a survivor of multigenerational SRA and MK Ultra. "D*nald Duck" and "Mickey Mouse" hung on our bedroom wall throughout our childhood (of my older sister and I). Mickey Mouse was Michael Aquino ....I have long sensed that D*nald Duck was D*nald Tr*mp. Some memories stand out in my mind related to that. I have had flashbacks involving Tr*mp and Epst*in. Idk all the puzzle pieces. But ....that "D*nald Duck" that was "randomly placed" in the foreground of the photo is not a coincidence. It's a message to that child of who her handler/programmer is ...she is very likely trafficked and being used by D*nald Tr*mp with her mother as a very integral and willing participant.
This is helping to confirm things I've suspected in my history for a very long time. I knew Mickey Mouse was Michael Aquino. One of his handler names was Mickey. (Another was "the Colonel.")
I am related to Aquino on my father's side, and related to Aquino's wife on my mother's side. He was one of my main programmers.
But there had to have been a reason my sister and I were given both Mickey AND D*nald as wall hangings when I was age 2 for Christmas. I have an aunt whose husband is military and they lived not too terribly far from Boys Town.
My aunt gifted those wall hangings to my sister and I on Christmas of 1974. My aunt and uncle took us to Offutt AFB, and Boys Town, etc. (Oddly enough, I have a very good memory of facts and details from when I was really small.) I remembered all my life what my sister and I got for Christmas that year. From our parents, my sister and I each got a baby doll and a cradle. And we got a kid table and chairs set. From our aunt and uncle, I got a pink Mickey Mouse plaque and my sister got baby blue D*nald Duck plaque. Those hung on our bedroom wall even into out teens.
I'm skipping all over, I know. But my sister was 2 yrs older than me. When we were kids, we made up a game where we would pick a letter of the alphabet and talk with every word starting with that letter ...and giggle at how silly we sounded. Well, when it came to the letter "F", she looked at that D*nald Duck and accidentally said, "F*nald F*ck!"
We were both humored and shocked at the same time that it came out of her mouth. (I think she was about 12 and I was about age 10.) But I've remembered that all these years and have long suspected that D*nald Duck was D*nald Trump and it wasn't an accident that my sister said that. It was a clue coming from some suppressed trauma inside.
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Condé Montrose Nast, the media pioneer and publisher of Vanity Fair, belonged to Holland Lodge No. 8, an elite Freemason lodge based in New York City. ...Wickedness proceedeth from the wicked... (1 Sam. 24:13)
Dear reader, pls do not dismiss the narrative for language. The perpetrators appropriate the names of cartoon characters to discredit anyone who would attempt to expose them. Do not be deceived.
This generational aspect is core doctrine for the perps. Particular bloodlines are important to them, as they would trace their lineage back to Nephilim-related Nimrod etc. The reality is, the perps want to appropriate the spiritual power (satanic power) that they believe is inherent in certain bloodlines. However, the truth is that when one comes to Christ, he is reborn a new creature. (But this does not mean that abuses will necessarily stop.)
Initial reinforcement of the programming.
Continuing reinforcement of the programming.
Your narrative is consistent. I will watch the vid tonight for "educational purposes."
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Yes, this is true. And yet, my pondering is more along the lines of... D*nald Duck wasn't just there as a counterpart to Mickey Mouse. They both were representation of a programmer. So as children, it was a subconscious reminder that we're always being watched, no place to hide, no escape.
You know ....I came to Christ at age 13. And when my sister married and had her baby daughter, I was 17. She and her husband both worked, so I babysat 5 to 7 days a week from 6am till about 6pm. I had a very strong aversion and dislike for Disney. I wouldn't let my niece watch Disney cartoons. I got teased about that. But things were trying to surface back then in some ways.
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This is THE BIGGIE. This is the place where the programmers want to keep you because fear robs hope.
That's the best word I've heard all day!
At a family reunion in the late-1980's, one of our "fun" activities was a visit to Disney World (EPCOT, Florida). It was one spiritually creepy place! (And that was before I had moved into a deliverance ministry.) I still have dark recollections of it.
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I always had memories ...memories that I would just called "movies in my head" bc they didn't fit with the narrative I believed my life to be. So I'd get these memories and then push them down bc they didn't fit ...and too, they were nagging at me, like I needed to look, but my mind wouldn't let me.
The memories were of being at theme parks as a child. And being "lost" from my parents at a theme park.
I have ...even as I'm sitting here typing, I can see the memories. Idk if there is one of them that kinda sits on a hill or mountain.
ANYway ....a year or so back, some things came back in a "dream." I know it was memory-based. But in my dream, I was at a theme park and there was a line of children entering a tunnel. It was supposed to be one of the park attractions. But I felt such a dread and I was trying to tell the parents not to allow their children into that tunnel because children disappear in there. I believe my mind was trying to allow Disney related things to surface. I journaled that dream somewhere.
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Fritz wrote a lot about the city that is under the park, replete with its own police force.
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Yes ...the single most important day in my life. I was saved in a little Assembly of God church in East Texas. And it was powerful. I was surrounded by cult, even within the church. But my experience and relationship with Jesus Christ was (and remains) powerful and authentic.
But I was still dissociative, brother. I wasn't aware of what I was born into, nor was I aware of what was STILL happening to me.
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Every time I entered the church building, I had to press past what I now realize were flashbacks and alters who were terrified of being inside a church building.
I would hear screams, and see "myself" (parts inside) saying that God couldn't accept us. And any time I went to the altar for prayer service, there were more screams ...fears of "antichrist" and also flashes of being r*ped (by the pastor or by "God") at the altar anytime someone approached me to pray with me.
I always pushed those flashes down ...every time I attended church. I didn't know they were memories held by dissociates parts of myself. I dealt with that until my early 30's when I finally was ready to go to those broken places with the Lord and see what was hidden at the roots of those triggers and fears.
I gained memories of satanic rituals that took place in churches... one specifically was a mockery of the Day of Atonement. I think I wrote about it on here recently. If I can find it, I'll link it.
But it's no wonder I had those extreme difficulties upon walking into a church building.
I learned about 5 years ago that one of my little cousins (a grown man now) turned to homosexuality... he says, it was bc he was sexually abused in that church by our pastor when he was a little boy. Confirmation. (Btw, the church I was saved in wasn't the one where that first church ritual trauma took place. But things happened there too.)