Skitzaffective

[Kayla McCanny]

I missed another night of sleep. The Hallucinations. The demonic oppression. The anxiety. No peace. It took everything within me to get up and go to the bathroom and back to bed. I have issues with that. Had surgery on my bladder years ago. So I'm up all night. Usually by 11:30 12 is I fall asleep for the whole night. Not last night. My anxiety is at its max. Finally I got an hour in. Been praying and rebuking all night long. Woke up to it. I've been doing all I can. I prayed God silence the voice of the enemy. Plus I can't breathe through my nose due to sinuses and my mouth gets dry . I'm exhausted.

 

[Kayla McCanny]

I didn't know you should also bind and loose not just rebuke. I'd like to know more on how to do that.

 

[Debp]

I missed another night of sleep. The Hallucinations. The demonic oppression. The anxiety. No peace. It took everything within me to get up and go to the bathroom and back to bed. I have issues with that. Had surgery on my bladder years ago. So I'm up all night. Usually by 11:30 12 is I fall asleep for the whole night. Not last night. My anxiety is at its max. Finally I got an hour in. Been praying and rebuking all night long. Woke up to it. I've been doing all I can. I prayed God silence the voice of the enemy. Plus I can't breathe through my nose due to sinuses and my mouth gets dry . I'm exhausted.

Try listening to God's Word. Try to relax and listen.

 

[Kayla McCanny]

I found out that when my eyes go toward the ceiling and lock is actually a side effect from my medication like Parkinson disease. I have 2 types of dystonia. Blepharospasm and the other is ogc, a side effect. I am going to mention this to my doctor. Please pray for me. The medication I've been on for so long causes this. Pray my doctor and I communicate this properly and she gets a full picture of what is happening. It says online OGC may be rare, but it can be a dopamine blocker side effect from skitzaffective disorder medication halodperodol. That is the medication i.an taking several times a day. Please pray this gets all cleared up and i can try something different or get a medication that cancels this side effects out. Thank u. She's an educated women. I hope she knows what I am talking about.

 

[TLHKAJ]

She's an educated women. I hope she knows what I am talking about.

I feel frustrated that she knew you were suffering with this and she STILL gave you these meds. There is no way she didn't know the potential side effects. And she has watched you suffer and just keeps prescribing it to you?? This is medical gaslighting.

Yes, I'm praying. I KNOW that you don't have to be suffering with any of this ... including the schizoaffective symptoms. God has a simple solution for this in nutrition.

 

[Kayla McCanny]

I feel frustrated that she knew you were suffering with this and she STILL gave you these meds. There is no way she didn't know the potential side effects. And she has watched you suffer and just keeps prescribing it to you?? This is medical gaslighting.

Yes, I'm praying. I KNOW that you don't have to be suffering with any of this ... including the schizoaffective symptoms. God has a simple solution for this in nutrition.

I never told her I was having these side effects so I don't blame her. I guess its a rare side effect. I'm currently getting them adjusted.

 

[dmdar]

I never told her I was having these side effects so I don't blame her. I guess its a rare side effect. I'm currently getting them adjusted.

Hey, have you ever tried taking vitamin D3? I had a blood test done years ago and it found that I had very low vitamin D3 levels, apparently almost everyone with our condition has low D3 levels. I just ordered some and took a dose of it, now I feel really GOOD, also some of my symptoms left! If you aren't taking it you might want to order some, it helps alot and it is just correcting a vitamin deficiency in your body!

 

[Debp]

Hey, have you ever tried taking vitamin D3? I had a blood test done years ago and it found that I had very low vitamin D3 levels, apparently almost everyone with our condition has low D3 levels. I just ordered some and took a dose of it, now I feel really GOOD, also some of my symptoms left! If you aren't taking it you might want to order some, it helps alot and it is just correcting a vitamin deficiency in your body!

@Kayla McCanny A doctor can tell you your D levels by a simple blood test. I think the good range is from 30 to 80. My level is 50. Last time it was about 43. I take about 2,000 units a day. My multi vitamin also has 1,000 units.

Low D can cause fatigue and depression, it also fights cancer.

 

[Kayla McCanny]

@Kayla McCanny A doctor can tell you your D levels by a simple blood test. I think the good range is from 30 to 80. My level is 50. Last time it was about 43. I take about 2,000 units a day. My multi vitamin also has 1,000 units.

Low D can cause fatigue and depression, it also fights cancer.

Thank you. I heard vitamin d helps depression.

 

[Kayla McCanny]

Please pray I can make it through a hair appointment. I really need one. I have not set one up yet, but I'm so sad and scared. I need to know I will be okay.

 

[dmdar]

Praying now!

Lord God I lift up Kayla to You right now and I pray for Your intervention in her situation and for her complete healing and deliverance from all symptoms of mental illness! I rebuke schizoaffective disorder in the name of Jesus! I command Kayla's brain to be healed in the name of Jesus! I cancel the assignment of the enemy against Kayla in the name of Jesus! I pray for supernatural strength for Kayla to endure her illness and that You would deliver her from her illness! God I pray that You would send Your angels to protect and keep Kayla at all times! Thank You God!

 

[Kayla McCanny]

I got to vote today!!!! Everything went fine and it was quick and easy. So thankful

 

[Debp]

I got to vote today!!!! Everything went fine and it was quick and easy. So thankful

That's good. I voted by mail several days ago...voted Republican all down the ballot. Got to vote against the red (Communist)/green (Islamists) alliance which wants to destroy our country.

 

[Kayla McCanny]

That's good. I voted by mail several days ago...voted Republican all down the ballot. Got to vote against the red (Communist)/green (Islamists) alliance which wants to destroy our country.

I hear ya. Sharia law (sp) a good Muslim murders non Muslims and some Muslims seem peaceful until they get their resources and that is how they take over. To bad mostly democrats won. Wasn't one of them on the ballot saying if children can or can not get sex change surgery? I can't recall. America needs to wake up. We gotta pray for our country and omar should be in jail by now. Don't know why they aren't looking into it completely. I believe she lied. Then she begs her fans for money. *face palm* we need Jesus. These riots are out of hand. Just like france is becoming. Hopefully that dwindles out and doesn't spread anywhere. Muslims need to go. They are terrorists and anyone who doesn't think so needs to read parts of the quaran. It's what a good Muslim does. I'm flabbergasted at how American women, even American black women are or want to become Muslim. They have no clue. They just say that to rebell and be trendy. America needs Jesus bad. But that's enough talking about politics for now. We just gotta pray.

 

[Kayla McCanny]

I've been trying to memorize scripture verses. I'm so alone. I had the worst attack Saturday night. Where the demon said he can be quite do I want to accept that. I want it completely gone not begging for it to be quite. Please pray I don't get confused. It said us and when I tried to say we or us meaning Christians it tried to get me confused and say us as me and him. I'm holding down the fort as best as I can. It kept me up all night. I was exhausted the next day. I just want it to go away. I don't want to yield to it just for it to be quite. I'm just exhausted and want it to leave. I don't want to compromise with it but I just want it to leave me alone. Kind of like when you tell a kid something just so they stop asking you something. I'm exhausted. Please pray for me. I woke up with it waking me up. I'm done. I need help. I just want it to leave. If it would just stop. I don't want to compromise in my thoughts. It's tricky. I am desperate. I don't want to go to hell. I don't want the demon talking to me. Blah. I don't want it to posses me. I'm trying it all. Why is this happening? Why is it after me? I'm a Christian and as far as I know most Christians don't have this issue. I have never done drugs, alchol, occult ect. Please pray God guards my mind and heart as I sleep and for my deliverance. I'm exhausted and I don't want to compromise I just want it gone. I asked can it posses me because I was trying to see If I'm once saved always saved and I said no. It says are you giving me permission and I said no. I rebuke you and bind you in Jesus name and I command the angels to bind you. I pray for my deliverance and that God you would silence my enemies. I can't believe this is my life and this is real. What has happened to me? Help me to be righteously angered. I'm such a pansy. I just try my best and need help. I can't believe this is happening. I need strength. It's easy for me to tell myself I'm fine because others don't see what is going on and I'm in denial alot that it is happening to me because i can mask it. When someone says how are you and you say fine. Well I keep telling myself that even now I am struggling telling myself that. I don't know what to do, but I'm reading memory verses that help.

 

[Kayla McCanny]

I want to becareful with my self talk so that I don't come into agreement so I carefully listen, but at the sane time I don't want to listen I want it to leave. It wakes me up on bad days whether I'm listening or not. It hears me. So I pray that it can not hear myself talk and not hear my prayers because it hears that too. I'm a mess. Please pray for me to have more faith then feelings. I struggle with that because I've been fighting for so long.

 

[Debp]

It says are you giving me permission and I said no. I rebuke you and bind you in Jesus name and I command the angels to bind you.

Don't talk to any evil spirits. I told you once before to say "the Lord rebuke you."
Follow the example of the archangel Michael...he said to the devil, "the Lord rebuke you."

Jude 1
9But even the archangel Michael, when he disputed with the devil over the body of Moses, did not presume to bring a slanderous charge against him, but said, “The Lord rebuke you!”

 

[Debp]

I want to becareful with my self talk so that I don't come into agreement so I carefully listen, but at the sane time I don't want to listen I want it to leave. It wakes me up on bad days whether I'm listening or not. It hears me. So I pray that it can not hear myself talk and not hear my prayers because it hears that too. I'm a mess. Please pray for me to have more faith then feelings. I struggle with that because I've been fighting for so long.

Read Ephesians chapter 6 about putting on the armour of God.