"My grandma, herself born in 1905, was 48 when I was born and she was never, ever a “normal” grandma, like my friends’. She spoke as fast as Sr. Charlotte and she was constantly terrified. She had been thoroughly and systematically brainwashed to the point where she could NOT stay away from the Catholic church, was going to mass every morning a 6:00 am (lest she and all of us would perish in hell), had no common sense, needed her rosary to function and would pray to specific saints for every situation she encountered. St Anthony of Padua when she had misplaced something, St Christopher when she was to travel, St Luke when she needed a doctor and the list goes on. She was very, very marginally intelligent, and very robotic in her life, always startled, always fearful and at times very mean."
https://www.exopermaculture.com/201...tered-life-of-carmelite-nun-sister-charlotte/
If you insert my Aunt Mary in the place of "grandma" in the above post----> to a TEE! Wow..She wanted to be a nun but, she ended up marrying. Very very strange family. She is long dead now but I was like - Whoa!! The above is totally her! I talked to her eldest son recently on FB...have not seen him since very young children, and even then maybe once or twice. He always hated his mother. She was very mean to them...he loved his dad, it was a very sad place and I was glad my parents did not take us there hardly at all. She did the nervous like, every morning mass thing, like she had a craziness, a paranoia...dunno.
I believe the testimony of this Sister Charlotte, do I have reason or proof to show that? No. Just in how she speaks, the urgency...want's to make sure she touches on everything she can...again, dunno.
Going to a church in the 90's-one of the women I met there and became friends, of sorts. She WAS a cloistered nun right near me in Orchard Park Ny. She did not talk about it much...years after I met her, she ended up killing her cat and had a huge breakdown. She herself told me years after the fact...although I already knew from another mutual friend...coincidence? Dunno! But-God does ♥