Yes, one wonders what the thing gains from haunting one's particular self, is it lonely? what can one do for it? and hissing is a strange mode of attempting communication and must be all it could do... I thought a snake was swimming in the bilge and thus put my feet/legs up off the deck. Was it the snake that visited Eve in the Garden of Eden...one's imagination runs wild when such a strange entity presents.
Indeed!
Yes, that's a good question, what does it stand to gain? One does wonder.
In my case, I don't know if you know about I-Ching, it's a military type divinition tool. You toss sticks with a flat side and a round side while asking your question, and the sticks give a number of a reading in the book. It was pretty wild because I was asking many extremely specific questions, and this whole picture emerged of what what going to be happening to me. But there were certain things I couldn't get an answer to. In a nutshell, after weeding out several options that I was choosing from, I came to the one that I would do such and such, and would be taken prisoner by the chief authority, help captive for 2 weeks, then set completely free, and the greatest good would be accomplished.
Even though this was a military system, I could never get a better answer of who was going to do this than "the chief authority" though there are literally scores of other answers in there.
DISCLAIMER : Never Use Divination. I was not trusting God.
Though I didn't believe in God at the time, I thought collectively we were all God, I had this idea that whomever I was communicating with didn't really want to be communicating with me. I had the distinct feeling that I was interrogating someone or something that resented having to tell me.
Within a matter of days, the story started playing out.
God gripped my mind, revealing His truth, and as much as I wanted to resist, because I was giving up
godhood, but 2 weeks later, I was a Christian, just like the man I had laughed in his face as he gave me a ride in his car just before those 2 weeks, telling me that he could see in me that God had plans for me.
OK. I pretty much never tell anyone that!
Much love!