I'm tired - very tired of Christians.
I've been slowing down for a year or so. Lost my enthusiasm. For talking about thngs Christian or Biblical.
My enthusiasm for practicing the Presesnce of God has increased 100 xs.
I don't know why people believe in the Old Testament. Even Jesus' Words are in part.
We know so little and what we do know even He said at His last supper - I have so much I want to tell you, but you
can not bear it now. You can not grasp it -after 3 years!!! And seeing Him tranfigured even, walking on water - still so much more
they weren't ready for.
I'm going back to being simple - no more Bible- hanging onto the few directions Jesus left me to follow and
going back to being where I was when I first opened the Bible, I just didn't have Christian words for what I was naturally doing - I was much
happier not knowing Christians then.
Abiding in Him, loving myself and my neighbor, stomping on my ego, ceaslessly praying, never worrying, relying on Him in ALL things, expanding my awareness to feel Him.
This Bible stuff - lots of it is nonsense to me, then the debating is even more nonsense to me, then the divisions on who believes in the KJV or some "translation". All the concepts, dogmas, blockades, rigid thinking --"their way or the highway.."
The little that Jesus left me - I'm taking in my heart and running away from Christians and their dogmas ---why, this morning I
got an email "The Church says such and such.." As if I care what "the Church" says about the Immaculate Conception.
So much made up stuff. This woman's so rigid in her beliefs she lives in actual fear.
I don't care anymore about churches, pastors, the Bible....God is Love, that's all - He Loves us and we ackowledge Him in all our ways - that's it - Love Him back and all His creatures...do the best you can and learn from your mistakes and delight in Him.
I'm closing my Bible.
And closing my eyes.
And going within to the Kingdom.
:)Miss Hepburn
I've been slowing down for a year or so. Lost my enthusiasm. For talking about thngs Christian or Biblical.
My enthusiasm for practicing the Presesnce of God has increased 100 xs.
I don't know why people believe in the Old Testament. Even Jesus' Words are in part.
We know so little and what we do know even He said at His last supper - I have so much I want to tell you, but you
can not bear it now. You can not grasp it -after 3 years!!! And seeing Him tranfigured even, walking on water - still so much more
they weren't ready for.
I'm going back to being simple - no more Bible- hanging onto the few directions Jesus left me to follow and
going back to being where I was when I first opened the Bible, I just didn't have Christian words for what I was naturally doing - I was much
happier not knowing Christians then.
Abiding in Him, loving myself and my neighbor, stomping on my ego, ceaslessly praying, never worrying, relying on Him in ALL things, expanding my awareness to feel Him.
This Bible stuff - lots of it is nonsense to me, then the debating is even more nonsense to me, then the divisions on who believes in the KJV or some "translation". All the concepts, dogmas, blockades, rigid thinking --"their way or the highway.."
The little that Jesus left me - I'm taking in my heart and running away from Christians and their dogmas ---why, this morning I
got an email "The Church says such and such.." As if I care what "the Church" says about the Immaculate Conception.
So much made up stuff. This woman's so rigid in her beliefs she lives in actual fear.
I don't care anymore about churches, pastors, the Bible....God is Love, that's all - He Loves us and we ackowledge Him in all our ways - that's it - Love Him back and all His creatures...do the best you can and learn from your mistakes and delight in Him.
I'm closing my Bible.
And closing my eyes.
And going within to the Kingdom.
:)Miss Hepburn