I had a bad divorce that provoked me uncontrollably in that direction, but God saved me. I was already a practicing Christian going to church and such things, serving God and loving him. He rescued me with his holy spirit of power. I don't judge people that commit suicide now as I've come to realize that people can be pushed beyond their ability to resist temptation. Hopefully no one has to experience such things.
Well you seem pretty cheerful
@April_Rose, at least you always seem to cheer me up :)
Today was a downer, but nothing I can't handle. I'm now used to ups and downs. I'm working on physics and thought I made a super exciting break thru, and even told people I did. But then after a few days of experimentation it proved to be false. So I had to tell everyone I was wrong. Real downer for me. But the theory is still good and I just have to re-think everything. So maybe I still have hope.