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Coping" is a good word for it. It has been a day by day walk for sure. Went from a highest high to a lowest low in the next few days. I was deep in repentance trying to confess a family
iniquity which was very illuminating to have Him just reveal to me....at 77 years of age. Without 'divine revelation', I know it could have never come 'to the light' for me to deal with it. But the 'word' He gave for where I was yesterday....I couldn't even make up. I was walking the dog praying in repentance to that unknown sin I had been committing, and He said: "
You have gone from the peak....of the mount of olives....to the bottom of the Dead Sea." I shared it this morning with a 'closest sister in Christ'. She said; "Wow, what do you even do with a word like that?" I told her; "I'll let you know."
On a cruise huh? Was it a suffering for Jesus we'd all like to be sharing? My brother and sister in law just got back from one where their cabin was at the extreme end of a loooong cruise ship. The only part of the ship which wasn't heaving was the middle. She was heaving and seasick for the whole week.