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I typed another vow and printed it. The vow will be signed at bedtime, then I’ll review the contents with God. He rejected my previous vow, thinking my intentions were deceptive or otherwise bad; and because God incorrectly assumed the worst of me, Satan and other demons got away with murder...

By the way God, do you think I’ll ever relent? You have treated me so unfairly. You have been such a complete jerk to me, telling me I have to be perfect or else suffer with demons. You’re an even bigger jerk because I was perfect an several occasions, but you didn’t keep your word to remove the...

Someone—or other people—were just murdered. I was laying on the bed, resting my eyes. I was minding my own business and bothering nobody. But the demons, including Satan, are attached to my body; and for some reason these parasite went and murdered others on a parallel dimension because they...

I just laid down to rest. I didn’t sleep, but merely rested and closed my eyes. The demons then went and committed a bunch of murders on parallel dimensions against people who had nothing to do with me doing nothing on this dimension. Then I hear God say, “What have you done?!” as if to say I...

Today is Thursday, so Saturday night isn’t very far away. If God keeps stalling and refusing to answer for his extreme unfairness and abusive conduct towards me, then I will certainly not attend church next Sunday. In fact, I’ve skipped going to church like five times in a row now, and I’ll...

I made a vow to God and signed it last night, eagerly waiting his response. If he accepted it, I would have done exactly what he wants me to do and quit the addictions. Unfortunately he rejected me, so I ripped up the vow shortly after waking up. Even worse than God’s rejection of me was the...

I’m so angry right now! I’ve been praying to God and asking him why the hell has he done this to me. I’m 33 years old, and I live at home with my parents and collect SSI checks. I haven’t had sexual intercourse before, and everyone else my age has. In fact, everyone else gets to live a normal...

Earlier today I typed a vow to God and printed it. It’s basically a detailed plan for addiction detox. Everything I will do is laid out from day to day, and it’s very doable. And if I successfully accomplish my vow, I’ll be free from addictions, having done what God required me to do. But there...

By the way, do you know why else I’m mad at God? It’s the fact that I’m 33 years old, and I haven’t had sexual intercourse with a woman before—and it’s all God’s fault. I couldn’t date during my high school days because I was heavily bullied, and there were two bullies who really inflicted a...

The demons attack me in many ways. I’ll be laying on my bed, minding my own business and offending no one. Suddenly a demon will use a shocking device on my arm or head to shock me hard, and it hurts. I did nothing to them; they just decided to attack me for no obvious reason, and God didn’t...

The word “hate” has been diminished by leftists who overuse the term to describe conservatives who express common sense opinions. When a conservative says something progressives don’t like, they say he is guilty of “hate speech.” Many of them can’t tolerate hearing opinions other than their own...

The Second Amendment is a government document; it doesn’t have anything to do with religion. The Bible is a book that teaches believers how to live a good life, follow God, and achieve salvation in heaven; and it has nothing to do with how a secular, modern country should implement their...

I can't lighten up. Jesus is my savior; he died so that I can achieve salvation by having faith in him. I believe this theological tenet with absolute certainty. It isn’t possible for me to disavow Christ, because doing so would entail perdition and eternal suffering in hell. Unfortunately I...

Earlier I apologized to God for writing my rant post from this morning. But my anger is understandable: I am deprived of my right to work hard, succeed, marry a woman, have a family, and live a normal life. Instead I am confined to my parents house at age 33, having received many monthly SSI...

Nothing changed last night. I continue to suffer with demons, and God still won’t remove them because he dislikes my imperfection. Because of the extremely unfair way God is treating me, my life is basically ruined. My right to work hard, succeed, have a family, and have a normal life has been...

Everyone else gets to have a life. They work their jobs, have a nice place to live, create families, etc. Success and a happy life is available for everyone who wants it—but it isn’t for me. I want to work hard, own a house, marry a woman, and have a good family. But that dream has been taken...

Last night was a horrible night. What happened? It all started as I prayed to God as usual, telling him his standards for conduct are too radical. God wants me to be perfect, otherwise he won’t get rid of the demons who are attached to my body and wrecking my life. For years now I have begged...

Maybe some of you have heard about purity rings. It’s a strange practice among some socially conservative Christians where parents pressure their daughters to take vows of abstinence from sex until marriage. Teens who make the commitment wear sterling rings to show their chastity. Studies on...

I was praying earlier, telling God about my plans to spend all day tomorrow in prayer (which he already knew about). Yet as I’m speaking to God, I feel my anger growing more and more. Why? Because I quit alcohol for five days now, and nothing changed: The demons are still attached, causing...

Wrong. Christians can get equally outraged when their religion is ridiculed. There is a very juvenile TV show here in the US called South Park, and they created an extremely sacrilegious episode depicting the Virgin Mary bleeding. Half a million Catholic bishops initiated a boycott to ban the...