I’m saying Jesus is not God.
Yes, Jesus is not God the Father.
As Jesus said, the Father was greater than he.
However Jesus longed to be restored to the glory that HE ONCE HAD with the Father, before the world was.
John 17[
5] And now, O Father, glorify thou me
with thine own self with the glory
which I had with thee
before the world was.
You have a common mis-understanding that runs deeper than any religious persuasion is able to help you with, even your own.
Do you know why there was a "book of remembrance" spoken of in Malachi 3:16?
So, John 14:23, Romans 8:8-9 and Revelation 3:20 don't apply to you?
I might suggest that the title of this thread is applicable to your situation, of you being in denial out of ignorance.
2 Timothy 3
[5] Having a form of godliness,
but denying the power thereof: from such turn away.