Yes by God's grace we are saved if we believe. Jesus's sacrifice didn't automatically save those who refuse to believe. Jesus is the Way.Perhaps you praise yourself for choosing wisely. I can't convince you. I'll be busy praising Jesus because I know He is behind it all.
If any part of us must produce and or maintain faith in order for salvation, then it is a work toward salvation. You just don't properly recognize your idea of faith as being a work.
I deny works altogether. We are saved by Grace. We receive faith from Jesus. He says He is the author and finisher of our faith. (Hebrews 12:2)
So I am supposed to believe you can choose, but can't choose. I think you are contradicting yourself again.
Perhaps you assume. Praising myself is your fiction.
I fully expect you to name everything a works. Hyper grace followers do that. You refuse to understand that salvation produces obedience and the fruits of the Holy Spirit which you call works. If and I suspect you do follow those who believe that the cross saved you without your faith and no matter how you live your life, no matter the condition of your soul, you think you have a ticket to Heaven. Salvation without your belief and faith is necessary for the hyper-grace followers. It's how they justify living in sin and in contradiction to the scriptures. Hyper grace followers say the sinner's prayer and then put their Bible and their faith on a shelf to be ignored. Why would they not, because they are saved despite their sinful lifestyle. They have no belief in forgiveness or repentance.
Do you also ignore the New Testament outside of Pauls's epistles? Are you a hyper-grace follower?