I am proud to say that just a little over 6 months ago I declared Jesus my Lord and Savior after so many years of denying his name. I love him so much yet sometimes I feel as though the 'old' me is holding me back from experiencing his full grace. I have lived such a life of sin and am trying so so so much to live a different life, but my past seems to want to seep into my brain random times during the day. Am I the only one that has had this? Besides praying and playing music, how can I drown out or eliminate the voices?