GTW27
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You have every right to ask that question. I have given an honest telling of what He has done for me. It’s not for bragging that I tell anyone about it. It’s because I want them to believe what He says He will do and grab for it and ask for it themselves. But count the cost first, because the cost is everything you have.
No, not walking in holiness. I am still just led by the Spirit and not walking IN the Spirit. But isn’t it better to have my enemies who rise up to trouble me in the land silenced than to be harassed by them constantly? He drove them out. He put them under my feet.
It’s true that I sit here alone, wondering where I went since I don’t have my passions directing me any more, and wondering what comes next. But at least I sit here in great freedom and peace from that enemy (the flesh). There are three enemies - the world, our flesh and the devil. The first two don’t mercilessly harass and control me any more.
Im talking about what I know. I can’t talk any further past that except to say that the man who has been correct about everything I’ve gone through thus far says there are more deep rooted things remaining and that I could be sitting here for quite some time. But it’s better to eat a dry crust alone than to have steak with a contentious woman.
These words you will not like and yet you are seeking them out. "Why can I not", "Why am I still". A person that murders in his heart(loves not his brother) is walking in the darkness still. You and your friend(the consistent one) both do this. The key to coming out of this is to enter The Lords rest. Our works are like filthy rags before The Lord. We must cease from our labors and rest in Him. When we cease from our labors, it is then that The Lord begins His work in us. And in due season He will work through us. When one walks in The Spirit, It is He who leading and us who is following as One. It is He who enables us to keep His commandments and that is why it has been said that they are not burdensome. The things you desire to do, and especially not due, are impossible, and yet all things are possible with (God) Him. When Jesus was here, He said, "My Father is always working". And so this is also true for those that are truly born from above. Jesus said, "And greater things than these will you do". You see, He knew after finishing His Fathers work(for all of us) that He would send The comforter, The Holy Spirit, to those that truly believed. What begins as the smallest of seeds eventually becomes a fruitful tree. And in that tree there is no darkness at all. The Lord saw the darkness that entered man in the garden, and He had mercy on all of us, His creation, and so He sent His Son(Jesus), His only begotten Son, to provide a way, when there was no way. Our journeys that we walk, He has already walked for us. And He was victorious. Let us enter His rest(by faith) and He will work in and through us in due season. I write these things to be considered, I do not come to message boards to argue doctrine, I simply bring what my Father gives me to bring.(at that moment) And so you may know, in the beginning of my journey, no one fought harder against The Lord as much as me. But the more I fought, the more He showed me His Love. Eventually I gave up and handed Him everything. And now I will spend the rest of my days freely giving what He gave, and gives though me. One does not appreciate The Light of The Lord as much as one who has walked in darkness(suffering) only to bet set free of it all. And so, when The Son sets us free, we are free indeed!