Even though it is not the point I would put God first if I had confirmation because it would show he cares.
I do hold onto it. Even though I have been told it refers to things on earth, I think it means both here and in Heaven. Especially Heaven since, obviously, God does withhold things from us here otherwise every Christian would win the lottery since he would give them the winning numbers on request. I like to mix this with all of the animals that were created in Heaven (the chariot that took Elijah to heaven, the odd animals mentioned in Revelation). When I feel positive, I figure if God made them and is creating a new earth, why wouldn't he make me the Gryphon? Especially if he is preparing a place for us to enjoy.
A Gryphon is a mythical lion-eagle hybrid. I have been having dreams about one my whole life and I want God to create it for me as a reward for serving him on earth. In a way it is the only thing like a family I ever had even though it is only in my dreams. I converted to Christianity as a teenage in hopes that God would make it for me. Since God has let me down on everything else, this was all he could do for me. I felt urged to leave Christianity after God allowed so many bad things to happen to me but the hope of it existing has kept me a Christian. I am not asking God to give it a reward (besides life) but rather I would want him to give it to me. Besides, there is really not much he could give me as an inheritance as I do not want much.
As cold as it sounds I don't really care what happens to my own soul. My only real spiritual concern is its existance.
I know my reasoning is wrong but I cannot help it. I have been listening to an audio New Testament, hoping to find something that would help.