This is not a happy holidays. It is nearing a year since Chrystal passed away, and it is only getting worse. I went to visit her at the cemetary wishing she were here, but alas, as much as I do, she is not.Where ever she is, I hope it is a better place, because it sure does suck here without her. I remember looking out the window walking to her car. I wish I could have that moment back. It is funny how I thought I had all the time in the world, but time and life is not guranteed, and things can change in a second.Hold those you love near you. It can be gone the next day.
Okay I am done.
