Brother Rach...........................
Get your Doctrine out of the Way and read what I actually posted. I do know God's plan for you. I took the time and posted it above.
Jesus said I have come that they may have life abundantly...............It was the will of Jesus to heal the man with Leprosy. He ask the same question about God's will to heal him, and the example is in front of you. I don't want to repeat myself, but when did the Lord change any?
You are also not paying any price for your children. Jesus did that, an example to them would believe what Jesus said. Even the Centurion that came to Jesus about his servant (Not filled with the Holy Ghost) had more sense about his will to heal than most Christians do today.
When you say that God see's more infinite and is sovereign, those things are true, but your in that God does what he wants to who he wants Doctrine, and it's false. He is infinite because he knows what is ahead of us, and we need to listen to him. He is Sovereign because he spoke his will correctly the first time, and it never needs to change. If you say you don't know his will about your healing, then I suggest you get in line.
Eph 5:17 Wherefore be ye not unwise, but understanding what the will of the Lord is.
Rach I posted all this above, but your Doctrine made you skip over it.
You said your Pastor's prayed over you, but you say you don't know if it is God's will to heal you......... Has it occurred to you to take the time to get in faith, and do what God asked you to do??
Mat 18:19 Again I say unto you, That if two of you shall agree on earth as touching any thing that they shall ask, it shall be done for them of my Father which is in heaven.
If you won't agree that your healed...............(
Mark 11:24....Believe that you receive them, then you shall have them.)
Then how is it God's plan, when you won't even come in line with what God said??????
One can not be out of agreement and another in agreement. That is not what Jesus said.
You quoted Paul....................
My Grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness
When did the word sufficient mean not enough? Never...................... What was Paul talking about..............
Paul went into a place filled with revelation knowledge, and his own knowledge, and tried to use that to witness to the people.
Satan knocked the props right out from under him. Satan sent a messenger to stir the people up against Paul. Paul said a throne in his flesh. Paul was quoting the OT. (
Num 33:55) These people vexed Paul, and persecuted him. Paul got nowhere, so He went to the Lord, and asked the Lord to remove the Thorn........... the messenger of Satan. Jesus told him My grace is more than enough.
What did Paul say he learned...........
2 Cor 12:9........Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the
power of Christ may rest upon me.
Christ was never translated, it means anointing. The power of the Holy Spirit and that anointing. Jesus the anointed one (messiah) and his anointing on us.
Paul went on to write..............
Php 4:12 I know both how to be abased, and
I know how to abound: every where and in all things I am instructed both to be
full and to be hungry, both to abound and to suffer need.
Php 4:13 I can do all things through
Christ which strengtheneth me.
Paul learned that Victory was always his, not because of what he knew, but because of the anointing. He boldly stated he can now do all things.
Well, so can you Rach......................Victory for you and your family. Sickness robs people, and we should never give in to it.
So, before you get your mind made up that only God knows, and it's not his will to heal because you had prayer.............You should consider the rest of the scriptures. You are suppose to know God's will, you can get wisdom from God who gives to everyman, and if you seek, you will find. God is not mysterious. You want healed, you need to come in line with what God said, and stop confessing sickness. Jesus said you will have what you say. (Mark 11:23) it's not God's fault if you won't come in line with What God said. Without faith it's impossible to please God, and faith will believe what God said. It's not that hard, but if you don't try, then you can't say it's not His will to heal you. It does not look like you really ever tried. Faith never gives up, and is willing to stand and believe as long as it takes.
Brother, take the time to listen to this................ just listen. I want you well, but you need to change your thinking.
compare scriptures, don't take the messages word for anything but take the time to compare scripture, check your heart.
http://www.moorelife.org/listseries.php?archive_index=GodsWillToHeal.txt&filetype=vod&seriestitle=2002+-+God%27s+Will+To+Heal
It is free, and they will even send you a hard copy if you call and ask them. Free..................
If you don't give this any effort, then that's on you. People don't meet up and read things for no reason, or just by Chance. God is always looking to find ways to get you to receive what he has. Give this a chance, if it is the Will of God to heal you, (and it is) then he promised that if you seek, you will find.
Jesus Is Lord