Chapter 2 continued:
"But," said a man to me, as I urged him to seek holiness at once, "I got this when i was converted. God didn’t do a half work with me when He saved me. He did a thorough job."
“True, God did a thorough work, brother. When He converted you, He forgave all your sins, every one of them. He did not leave half of them unforgiven, but blotted them all out as a thick cloud, to be remembered against you no more for ever. He also adopted you into His family, and sent His Holy Spirit into your heart to tell you that blessed bit of heavenly news; and that information made you feel happier than to have been told that you had fallen heir to a million dollars, or been elected Governor of a Stale, for this made you an heir of God, and a joint heir of all things with our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. Glory to God! It is a great thing to be converted, but, brother, are you saved from all impatience, anger, and like sins of the heart? Do you live a holy life "
“Well, you see, I don’t look at this matter exactly as you do,'” said the man. “I do not believe we can be saved from all impatience and anger in this life." And so, when pressed to the point, he begged the question, and really contradicted his own assertion that he had got holiness when he was converted. As a friend writes, he “would rather deny the sickness than take the medicine."
The fact is, that neither the Bible nor experience proves that a man gets a clean heart when he is converted, but
just the contrary. He does have his sins forgiven; he does receive the witness of adoption into God's family; he does have his affections changed. But before he has gone very far he will find his patience mixed up with some degree of impatience, his kindness mixed with wrath, his meekness mixed with anger (which is of the heart, and may not be seen of the world, but of which he is painfully conscious), his humility mixed with pride, his loyalty to Jesus mixed with a shame of the Cross, and, in fact, the fruit of the Spirit and the works of the flesh, in greater or less decree are all mixed up together.
But this will be done away with when he gets a clean heart, and it will take a second work of grace, preceded by a whole-hearted consecration, and as definite an act of faith as that which preceded his conversion, to get it.
After conversion, he finds his old sinful nature much like a tree which has been cut down, but the stump still left. The tree causes no more bother, but the stump will still bring forth little shoots, if it is not watched. The quickest and most effective way is to put some dynamite under the stump, and blow it up.
Just so, God wants to put the dynamite of the Holy Ghost (the word “ dynamite ’’ comes from the Greek word “ power," in Acts i. 8) into every converted soul, and for ever do away with that old troublesome, sinful nature, so that he can truly say, “ Old things have passed away, and, behold, all things have become new" (2 Cor. v. 17).
This is just what God did with the Apostles on the Day of Pentecost. Nobody will deny that they were converted before Pentecost, for Jesus Himself had told them to “rejoice because your names are written in Heaven," (Luke x. 20) and a man must be converted before his name is written in Heaven.
And again, He said, “ They are not of the world, even as I am not of the world,” (John xvii. 16), and this could not be said of unconverted men. So we must conclude that they were converted, yet did not have the blessing of a clean heart until the day of Pentecost.
That they did receive it there, Peter declares about as plainly as it is possible to do in Acts xv. 8,9, where he says: "God, which knoweth the hearts, bare them witness, giving them the Holy Ghost, even as He did with us; and put no difference between us and them, purifying
their hearts by faith."
Before Peter got this great blessing, he was filled with presumption one day and with fear the next. One day he declared that, “Though all men be offended because of Thee, yet will I never be offended; though I should die with 'Thee, yet will I not deny Thee” (Matt. xxvi. 33, 35). And shortly after, when the mob came to take his Master, he boldly attacked them with the sword; but next day, when his blood had cooled a little, and the excitement was over, he got so frightened by a little girl, that he cursed and swore, and denied his Master three times.
He was like a good many Soldiers, who arc tremendously brave when there is a “big go," and everybody is favourable, or who can even stand an attack from persecutors, where muscle and physical courage can come to the front; but who have no moral courage to wear the uniform alone in their shop, where they have to face the scorn of their mates, and the jeers of the street urchin. These are soldiers who love dress parade, but do not want hard fighting at the front of the battle.
But Peter got over that on the day of Pentecost. He received the power of the Holy Ghost coming into him. He got a clean heart, from which perfect love had cast out all fear; and then, when shut in prison for preaching on the street, and commanded by the Supreme Court of the land not to do so any more, he answered, “Whether it be right in the sight of God to hearken unto you more than unto God, judge ye, for we cannot but speak the things which we have seen and heard" (Acts iv. 19, 20) And then, just as soon as he was released, into the street he went again to preach the blessed good news of an uttermost salvation.
You could not scare Peter after that, nor could he he lifted up with spiritual pride either, for one day, after he had been used of God to heal a lame man and "the people ran together... greatly wondering,” Peter’ saw it and said, “Ye men of Israel, why marvel ye at this? or why look ye so earnestly on us, as though by our own power or holiness we had made this man to walk? The God... of our fathers hath glorified His Son Jesus...And His name through faith in His name hath made this man strong; yea, the faith which is by Him hath given him this perfect soundness.” (Acts iii. 12, 13, 16).
Nor did the dear old Apostle have any of that ugly temper he showed when he cut off that poor fellow’s ear the night Jesus was arrested, but armed himself with the mind that was in Christ (1 Peter iv. 1), and followed Him who left us an example that we should follow His steps.
“But we cannot get what Peter got on the day of Pentecost,” wrote someone to me recently. However, Peter himself, in that great sermon which he preached that day, declared that we can, for he says: “Ye shall receive the Holy Ghost; for the promise is unto you Jews, to whom I am talking, and to your children; and not to you only, but to all that are afar off”—nineteen hundred years from now—“ even as many as the Lord our God shall call,” or convert. (Acts ii. 38, 39.)
Any child of God can have this, if he will give himself wholly to God and ask for it in faith: “ Ask, and ye shall receive; seek, and ye shall find; for if ye, being evil, know how to give good gifts unto your children, how much more shall your Heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to them that ask Him” (Luke xi. 9, 13).
Seek Him with all your heart, and you shall find Him; you shall indeed, for God says so, and He is waiting to give Himself to you.
A dear young fellow, a candidate for Salvation Army work, felt his need of a clean heart, went home from the holiness meeting, took his Bible, knelt down by his bed, read the second chapter of Acts, and then told the Lord that he would not get up from his knees till he got a clean heart, full of the Holy Ghost. He had not prayed long before the Lord came suddenly to him, and filled him with the glory of God; and his face did shine, and his testimony did burn in people’s hearts after that!
You can have it, if you will go to the Lord in the Spirit and with the faith of that brother; and the Lord will do for you “ exceeding abundantly above all that "you" ask or think, according to the power that worketh...in us (Eph. iii. 20).
Receiving before Giving.
There is spiritual bankruptcy, as there is a pecuniary one. I may become so eager to help the poor, that I indiscriminately give away all my property, and so become a pauper myself. Likewise I may be so eager to help souls, that I give away all my spiritual capital. I talk and talk and talk, without waiting on God to fill me. This is folly. We should wait to be clothed with power from on high. We should take time to hear what the Lord will say; then speak so much as He gives us to speak, and no more. Then again seek His face, and be quiet and attentive before Him till He refills us. If we do not do this we become weak inwardly; we draw on our reserve power, and become exhausted both spiritually and mentally.
We may be so eager to give, that we become impatient of waiting upon God to receive, forgetting that Jesus said: without Me ye can do nothing.”
Those who have blessed men the most, and blessed the most men, have taken time to listen to God’s voice, and to be taught of Him."