I don't like being convicted,.. at all. I know it means that I'm saved and I say that I'm sorry to God shortly afterwards but I still feel guilty that I've sinned. I always think to myself that even though God forgives me, I don't feel like I deserve it.

Of course I guess I don't which is why Jesus came,.. but still,.. it really stinks.
April Rose,
what you are speaking of is condemnation.
"i dont feel worthy, i feel terrible, the GUILT Trip".
See that, all that is condemnation..
So, you are born again?.....Is that right April Rose?
You have understood that Jesus is The Savior, and you needed to be saved from your sin and you KNEW IT< and you reached out to God and to Christ with a sincere heart and said.....HELP ME... SAVE ME......I WANT YOU LORD.. Here is my Heart Lord....TAKE ME!!
You did that? right. ???
Then when you put your faith in God's hand, God put His arms around you and made you his Child, his eternally forgiven child.
And April, you are always forgiven and you are always God's child.... once you are born again.
Now, yesterday, and tomorrow.
Understand, that forgiveness exists as the blood of Jesus, and this Blood, keeps on saving, keeps on cleansing, and keeps on forgiving.....always.
The Forgiveness and acceptance and justification and "the gift of Righteousness" that God gave you, when you took Jesus into your heart, will last as long as God LIVES.
This is .."Salvation"....and it never ends, because its just like GOD who created it. Its Eternal.
Now, the Devil has a game, a mind game he plays with believers, until they realize what he's doing.
And in the realizing, in this awakening to his method, we break his power to make us FEEL BAD.
See, Satan can't have you now....as you belong to God forever, but he can use his deceit....(The Father of Lies) to trip you, to trick you, and to mislead you.
His #1 desire is for you to doubt your salvation, and try to get you into a mental place where you are trying by your self effort to keep yourself saved. That is his master plan for duping all Believers, as if he can get you to think that way.....to become a "self saver", then you have lost right believing, and are in a place of still being saved, yet, away from Truth and Light.
And in that place, that is inner darkness, you will have no power to live Holy, and you will stay in a place of sinning and guilt.
Here is the reality, April Rose...
All your sin is gone, and you are forever in God's place of Righteousness, being made so, by Christ's Blood.
Now, open your bible, and go here. Hebrews 13:9
Just this verse. And do what it tells you to do with your HEART, and do it until your Heart is purified by this Truth, and stay there in your Faith.
And remember April...>"there is no condemnation to those who are IN Christ".....and you are, if you are born again.
So, let go of the guilt, be free of the condemnation, and Rest your Heart and Emotions in God's Grace, that is always going to keep you at Peace with God, BECAUSE = it keeps God at peace with you.
Understand....you dont make peace with God by your lifestyle or your attempts to be good, or confession.
Instead you are always kept in perfect Peace , perfect relationship, by the same Blood of Jesus that brought you into God's family to begin with, and keeps you there, forever.