- Sep 23, 2007
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Allright now I have a problem and I'm hoping this forum can help me get on the right track but anyway here's my story. I have been to church many times, I have been baptized and I have prayed to god many times and I want to sunday school when I was a little kid for about a year. slowly became more and more distant from god a big part of it had to do with my parent's not taking me to church anymore because of family problem's. When I turned 12 or 13 I started to becoming depressed a lot and having anger issues, and I was convinced by my brother that there is no god. But now I'm 18 and I feel more depressed than ever and I read Brian Welch's story Save Me From Myself because he had severe depression and anger and he accepted god into his life and that helped him quit drug's and alcohol and live a normal happy life. I want to accept god into my life I have thought about commiting suicide a few times and I need strength to get past these tough times. I believe in god now and nothing could ever change my mind about that, but my question is, how do I accept Jesus and have him live through me? I want to be close to god.