if this girl Julia had been a little more callous i would never have reverted to my old self.

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this girl Julia have taken away my free will .... i dont know how she managed to do that.

anyways i no longer feel going to a bridge and jumping into the water.

well...

any comments ?

love and holy spirit is a hard thing.
 

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this girl Julia have taken away my free will .... i dont know how she managed to do that.

anyways i no longer feel going to a bridge and jumping into the water.

well...

any comments ?

love and holy spirit is a hard thing.

Hi @Holy,
Welcome. I’m glad to hear you no longer feel like going to a bridge and jumping into the water; that’s serious and important.
When you say Julia has taken away your free will, what do you mean by that?

No one can actually remove your responsibility or ability to choose before God, but I’d like to understand what you’re going through better. :doldrums:
 

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Hi @Holy,
Welcome. I’m glad to hear you no longer feel like going to a bridge and jumping into the water; that’s serious and important.
When you say Julia has taken away your free will, what do you mean by that?

No one can actually remove your responsibility or ability to choose before God, but I’d like to understand what you’re going through better. :doldrums:
its goes like this im very tortured background from the start. i feel in love with this girl we are in the same background. i did a cheer up adoreable letter+picture since we both like anime and funkyness. she used it as a weapon against me. i dont know maybe she thought it was wierd on her feelings . maybe she dident want to feel love-. i have a tendency to hurt demons at their core. we had a coach intervene and she did . i dont if it was her idea or the coach probably her. anyways,. i have been floating around in my mind since child birth. my only friend is the holy spirit. well i am happy she did that uncalled for thing it kinda break somewhat a illuison in my mind of the world . and it really proved how cold hearted and evil they are. or did i just mess with a girls feelings? comments?
 

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Hi @Holy,
Welcome. I’m glad to hear you no longer feel like going to a bridge and jumping into the water; that’s serious and important.
When you say Julia has taken away your free will, what do you mean by that?

No one can actually remove your responsibility or ability to choose before God, but I’d like to understand what you’re going through better. :doldrums:
i do love her. even if i denie it in my spirit.
 

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Brother @Holy, I understand that this feels very intense for you.
I can’t confirm the conclusions you’re drawing about what others intended or the spiritual causes.
What I can say is it may help to focus on what actually happened step by step, without interpreting motives or hidden meanings.

If things start feeling overwhelming or confusing again, please reach out to someone you trust in person as well.