if this girl Julia had been a little more callous i would never have reverted to my old self.

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this girl Julia have taken away my free will .... i dont know how she managed to do that.

anyways i no longer feel going to a bridge and jumping into the water.

well...

any comments ?

love and holy spirit is a hard thing.
 

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this girl Julia have taken away my free will .... i dont know how she managed to do that.

anyways i no longer feel going to a bridge and jumping into the water.

well...

any comments ?

love and holy spirit is a hard thing.

Hi @Holy,
Welcome. I’m glad to hear you no longer feel like going to a bridge and jumping into the water; that’s serious and important.
When you say Julia has taken away your free will, what do you mean by that?

No one can actually remove your responsibility or ability to choose before God, but I’d like to understand what you’re going through better. :doldrums:
 

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Hi @Holy,
Welcome. I’m glad to hear you no longer feel like going to a bridge and jumping into the water; that’s serious and important.
When you say Julia has taken away your free will, what do you mean by that?

No one can actually remove your responsibility or ability to choose before God, but I’d like to understand what you’re going through better. :doldrums:
its goes like this im very tortured background from the start. i feel in love with this girl we are in the same background. i did a cheer up adoreable letter+picture since we both like anime and funkyness. she used it as a weapon against me. i dont know maybe she thought it was wierd on her feelings . maybe she dident want to feel love-. i have a tendency to hurt demons at their core. we had a coach intervene and she did . i dont if it was her idea or the coach probably her. anyways,. i have been floating around in my mind since child birth. my only friend is the holy spirit. well i am happy she did that uncalled for thing it kinda break somewhat a illuison in my mind of the world . and it really proved how cold hearted and evil they are. or did i just mess with a girls feelings? comments?
 

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Hi @Holy,
Welcome. I’m glad to hear you no longer feel like going to a bridge and jumping into the water; that’s serious and important.
When you say Julia has taken away your free will, what do you mean by that?

No one can actually remove your responsibility or ability to choose before God, but I’d like to understand what you’re going through better. :doldrums:
i do love her. even if i denie it in my spirit.
 

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Brother @Holy, I understand that this feels very intense for you.
I can’t confirm the conclusions you’re drawing about what others intended or the spiritual causes.
What I can say is it may help to focus on what actually happened step by step, without interpreting motives or hidden meanings.

If things start feeling overwhelming or confusing again, please reach out to someone you trust in person as well.
 
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Holy, welcome back.

Do you have a sound, supportive church? If not, please seek out a good church. You can ask for counseling from the pastor. That would be free.
 

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Brother @Holy, I understand that this feels very intense for you.
I can’t confirm the conclusions you’re drawing about what others intended or the spiritual causes.
What I can say is it may help to focus on what actually happened step by step, without interpreting motives or hidden meanings.

If things start feeling overwhelming or confusing again, please reach out to someone you trust in person as well.
Holy, welcome back.

Do you have a sound, supportive church? If not, please seek out a good church. You can ask for counseling from the pastor. That would be free.


im cursed dont know what to do.
 

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im cursed dont know what to do.

if i complain thats enough ground to be attacked by demons. if i just go along i will suffer.
Holy if you have believed on Jesus as your personal Savior, you are then a child of God and have the indwelling Holy Spirit. So you are not cursed. Also, do not fear demons because....

4You are of God, little children, and have overcome them, because He who is in you is greater than he who is in the world. 1 John 4:4.

Read Ephesians chapter 6 for how to put on spiritual armor (I hope you are reading the Bible in order to find out what God says in His Word)...

10Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord and in the power of His might. 11Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil. 12For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this age, against spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places. 13Therefore take up the whole armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.

14Stand therefore, having girded your waist with truth, having put on the breastplate of righteousness, 15and having shod your feet with the preparation of the gospel of peace; 16above all, taking the shield of faith with which you will be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked one. 17And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God;
Ephesians 6:10-17.
 

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okay pray that the lord god and jesus make this girl have a decent conversation with me and all go smoothly and she wears white like i prefer, debp ok. comment please?
Holy you should try to treat others how you would like to be treated as Jesus taught us. You will find people will respond to you better that way. Do not harass the girl.... people do not like being harassed.
 
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Holy you should try to treat others how you would like to be treated as Jesus taught us. You will find people will respond to you better that way. Do not harass the girl.... people do not like being harassed.
i realize that i did that unknowglingly that. thanks for pointing that out.
 

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Holy you should try to treat others how you would like to be treated as Jesus taught us. You will find people will respond to you better that way. Do not harass the girl.... people do not like being harassed.
i will ask her. how can i make you feel better or happy? derbp does that sounds better?
 

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i will ask her. how can i make you feel better or happy? derbp does that sounds better?
Holy make sure you are not placing this girl above God. If you get your spiritual life in order by praying, reading the Bible and going to church, then people are more apt to become friends with you.

I hope this girl is a Christian. Christians should only date Christians.
 

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Holy make sure you are not placing this girl above God. If you get your spiritual life in order by praying, reading the Bible and going to church, then people are more apt to become friends with you.

I hope this girl is a Christian. Christians should only date Christians.
she is just mentally ill person just like myself. who are seeking spiritual guidance in life. dont let christianity/god blind you from helping others or bigger picture. but always remain true to god.
 

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she is just mentally ill person just like myself. who are seeking spiritual guidance in life. dont let christianity/god blind you from helping others or bigger picture. but always remain true to god.
Our Christian faith will not blind anyone. Have you directed the girl to seek Christ as her Savior? That she can be forgiven and have peace with God through what Jesus did for us?

If she is really seeking spiritual guidance, tell her to start reading the Gospel of John in the New Testament. And pray for forgiveness and believe on Jesus Christ.