Gospel Believer
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God speaks through His Word.......open your Bible and ask God to lead you to the verses that you need to see in this time of crisis.....abandon your delusional hopes that the Heavens are going to part and an Angel is going to give you some kind of Special Message....I’m broken. Shortly after I woke up, I posted here and wrote about how hopeless I feel over having my life ruined. I want God to permanently end the abuse so I can have a normal life, not just waste away collecting welfare checks and being idle all day and suffering terror. I pray every day for God to make it stop permanently, but he never does. He won’t even speak to me!
Even though I expressed the desire not to live anymore (and I’m serious about it) and begged and begged and begged God to at least speak to me, he still hasn’t said a word. I haven’t heard anything from him. He won’t talk to me!
If God at least spoke to me and told me he will end my torture so I can live a normal life, maybe telling me when he will finally listen to me, then maybe I wouldn’t be as suicidal. But he won’t. He says nothing to me. He ignores me because I must be worthless to him. So because God won’t say anything to me, then for sure I’m going to get my hands on some fentanyl as soon as I have the money, and I’m taking a lethal overdose because of God’s refusal to permanently end the torture so I can live a normal life, as well as his refusal to even speak to me about it.
Everything you need to see and hear is in His Book.....At this point you at least have one thing right——You Indeed are “ Not Worthy” Of Anything in the eyes of God! There is “ Good News” for you however ! Turn to God as the Lost Sinner That you are and put your Trust in Jesus to Save you....If done sincerely, God will give you the Gift Of His Holy Spirit and as a “ New Creation” you will possess a “New Heart” ....You will Never Be “ Worthy” Of Anything other than your Damnation.....You can be “ MADE” Worthy by asking Jesus to Save you ....( “ Anybody that ASKS to be Saved WILL be Saved)......Once you become “ Born Again” by Trusting Jesus to Save you, your thoughts of suicide may well subside—- I would bet on it......