Abraham Heschel wrote a book titled,
God in Search of Man. (It was a good book, but my dog chewed it up before I could finish it.) Rabbi Heschel defines the Hebrew word יִרְאַת ("yirah") used in the famous Proverbs 1:7 verse as incorporating a wide range of emotions from awe, reverence, fascination, wonder, and yes, real fear as when one finds oneself in the presence of incomparable power. I've felt that one time in my entire life and I'll never forget it.
'Twas grace that taught my heart to fear,
And grace my fears relieved.
How precious did that grace appear,
The hour I first believed.
- John Newton,
Amazing Grace
Perfect love casts out fear.
@Fluffy, you described the feeling of being greatly loved by God. Please remember that love, even when (especially when!) life gets hard and things get dark. That's an important part of the Shield of Faith.
(P.S. The Veggie Tales GIF is terrific.)