Well, actually, the longer I walk with the Lord, the easier it seems to get. The more I look at Jesus and the less I look at myself, the easier it gets. This May 18 will be 45 years that I have walked with the Lord. I'm too near home to turn back now.However, yes, it HAS been a hard and difficult race. Many times I've stumbled, doubted, and allowed fears to get in the way. I've even turned my back on God and given up, but God never gave up on me! Just like the story of the ninety and nine, He sought me until He found me again and brought me back to Him! I don't think that story refers only to Him looking for the lost, but also for those that are His and have strayed from Him. After all, the story is about those who were ALREADY in the fold but strayed. So it might not even be about the lost. His love, grace and mercy are unmeasurable! His patience is unending! By His grace I will never stray from Him again. Besides, where else is there to go? He has the words of life.