Prayers for healing, peace, favor in all this.
Prayer is so strange. I've seen God do tremendous miracles in some things but it's as if he ignores others. Caring for others is something placed inside you when you are reborn and truly saved. Seems so strange that with the care for others and prayers that so many times those prayed for are not healed from some terrible thing. The hardest thing is not to faint and not to give up. My prayers for your healings.
For some strange (to us) reason God has made my wife and I pray and intercede to the max for years for things many others take for granted. For children it took 14 years. It took several years of prayer before he opened a way for us yo have a home on our land.
I try to extrapolate our experiences to others knowing they are also faced with perplexing troubles, many life threatening. Not fainting is a huge thing.
The only conclusion is to just keep praying. Prayers for each of you that is in need... and every one is in need of something. Keeping, holding onto his peace during all afflictions is the real test. Seems as if everything is designed to either take away his peace or separate you from it.
Prayer continued plus not allowing your heart to be troubled is overcoming in a great degree. Those feelings of heaviness when you awake and begin to pray are spiritual forces trying to suppress your resolve to pray. This scripture in the KJV puts it best.
Psalm 77:4 KJVS
Thou holdest mine eyes waking: I am so troubled that I cannot speak.
Keep praying, asking, knocking pounding on the doors of heaven and don't stop no matter what thoughts or emotions arise. Everything will try to stop you from praying.
For those of you who are baptized in God's Holy Spirit and pray, intercede in the spirit - tongues - you'll find many times that after beginning to pray that a thought has stopped you and suddenly you realize that your act to pray in the spirit has been interrupted. You may be turned aside from your intent to pray several times and realize that you have ceased. This is the enemy trying to stop you. The thoughts may not be bad. Maybe just random thoughts of events or something uou must do but they are by design. Keep on until you "pray through". Get a release in your spirit that your prayer has been delivered.
So we must press in to pray. May each of you be filled with resolve to press in against the opposing forces and lift up your own family and others. Whatever the Holy Spirit lays on your heart. Those faces and names that pop into your spirit are calls to pray for them.
Let us press and wrestle our way into prayer as there are truly many needy souls. Let each of us pray for revival in this nation that is swiftly being give over to the pagans and idolaters.
God be with us every one that has fled to Jesus Christ for sanctuary. Amen