I understand.
When I was just learning the Word, my life was messed up!!!. I knew to believe God, and I know his Word says, God would supply my needs, (Phil 4:19) but man.......... situations would tell me a whole different story. Fear came.
I got some good news. The Word will overcome any situation. That is why he sent his word and healed us, and delivered us. (Psa 107:20) THE WORD.
I think about the centurion coming to Jesus to heal his servant, and Jesus was ready to go, but the Centurion said. "Just speak the Word over this situation and my servant will be healed." What faith!!!! The Centurion did not even need Jesus to go over there to minister to his Servant. (Mat 8:8)
You not told us everything about your situation, I know it's Job related. However, you can pray and pray all you want, Prayer is good, but you also must agree with What God said. Praying is not going to be enough, if you are saying things opposite of what your praying about. Speaking the Word however, will change you inside, and change any circumstance. Where God sent his word it prospers the thing he sent it, and He sent His Word to heal and deliver us. Glory to God.
This is What I am asking you to do.
I want you to do this every single time, over and over if you have to. (Resit the devil steadfast in faith, and faith comes by hearing the Word. (Rom 10:17) (1Pet 5:9)
When thoughts of failure come, when doubt and fear come. I want you to speak these things. Be bold!!!!
I am going to make it!!!! This situation is going to work out. I am more than a conquer. That's Right, I am more than a conquer, Why, because God loves me!!!! (Rom 8:37)
I am not going to loose my Job, Things are going to work out fine, My God is for me, and nothing, I mean nothing can stand against me. It's God that sets up, and gives promotions. God will perfect those things that have concerned me. (Rom 8:31) (Psa 75:6) (Psa 138:8)
Now, do something with that doubt. Get your sword out, and start swinging. Victory is yours, if you will not draw back.
Jesus Is Lord