So Ill be off internet from the 7th through the 21st. I plan to spend this time in prayer and devotion and maybe get to sleep earlier. Honestly I have dealt with anxiety a lot, but a real spirit of depression lately also. I pray and just feel like a desert spiritually right now. So I need to evaluate some things and hopefully come back a bit more level headed and full of the joy of the Lord. So please pray that I get back my joyful spirit and that I can conquer any fears in Jesus name.
Also, I want to study autism, because I am pretty sure my husband is autistic. I just want to better understand him more and communicate better with him. He won't see a doctor to be tested for this, but I know there is a lot of information I can look up about it. I love him so much. He is a wonderful husband and father, and I want to spend some time in prayer for him too.
And for my daughter. She is sick again. She seems to catch a lot of bugs, but it has been mild compared to what has been going around at my church.
So joy and family. I really feel weak. Like I need to recharge. Ive felt this way for awhile. And being a mom is hard. And my hubby and I have been married a little over 3 years, but it is still "honeymooner" stage to many probably. I am just tired I guess. I'm just burned out and need to get my motivation and zeal back.
Also, I want to study autism, because I am pretty sure my husband is autistic. I just want to better understand him more and communicate better with him. He won't see a doctor to be tested for this, but I know there is a lot of information I can look up about it. I love him so much. He is a wonderful husband and father, and I want to spend some time in prayer for him too.
And for my daughter. She is sick again. She seems to catch a lot of bugs, but it has been mild compared to what has been going around at my church.
So joy and family. I really feel weak. Like I need to recharge. Ive felt this way for awhile. And being a mom is hard. And my hubby and I have been married a little over 3 years, but it is still "honeymooner" stage to many probably. I am just tired I guess. I'm just burned out and need to get my motivation and zeal back.