It's so strange how you keep rebuking and accusing falsely when you know very well what I believe about holiness since I've said it often enough the past four years.
You say you are not against the fear of the Lord....but without having it. You say that holiness is important without seeking first the kingdom. I question your honesty because you don't have a flesh filter.
You haven't been walking that way in 25 years, so you should be directing your questions to yourself: Do you think you are fulfilling God's conditions for entering His kingdom and what fruits are you bearing?
Bearing fruit is on 2 levels. Holy eternal fruit AND righteous fruit based on honesty, fear of the Lord, humility and lovingkindness.
I have borne eternal fruit...but I also lacked common righteousness in spite of the holy walk I was experiencing. My first foray into holiness was a lonely pursuit for me, because I was alone and very selfish. I didn't want to lose my life. And most people here don't want to lose their lives either. But God tested me.
I would have preferred to be surrounded by a faith community, but God had me learn from Him directly...as in...you have need that no man teach you. It's harder but you go farther...and it takes longer. I didn't get back into the higher walk until 18 years later. A revival sprang up around that translation. People came from all over...even a few saying God told them to come to us. Many miracles. I lasted in the Spirit for 2.5 years or so. When I failed again...this time because I didn't think righteousness is important for a Christian...just like many here who will NOT receive direct instruction from God nor will they receive my testimony.... God impressed on me in no uncertain terms that I needed to learn righteousness, even telling me to learn Hebrew to help get a better grasp on the meaning of scripture.
This I have been pursuing for 25 years...showing how crucial such a training is.
I don't believe that the training is just for me. I am to save the souls of all who hear my teachings...since people are not that connected to God so as to be personally warned. There is nothing for them to compare to.
And I realize how hard it is to hear what I'm saying. However, some do hear me..and experience more of Christ. And the nature of my ministry now is within the church whereas before it was more street ministry...the "unsaved".
So now there is a calling for all to repent. For the wicked to turn to righteousness...and for the religious believers to do the same. And all people everywhere to surrender to God in Christ in order to be reconciled to Him.
I am not worthy to be in the training of a saint...although the jury is still out on that one. But there is a way out for those who are honest and act with righteousness. Even for believers. I am thinking of doing a video on "the Book of Remembrance" mentioned in Mal. 3...that I have received much instruction on...whereby those who fail grace (holiness) still have a chance for a place of honour with God. I teach this way in our home fellowship. And this is very encouraging for those who are willing to humble themselves and accept the fear of the Lord...which I insist is necessary to avoid outer darkness.
