"For I know the plans
I have for
you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."
Jeremiah 29:11
"In their hearts humans plan their course, but the Lord establishes their steps."
Proverbs 16:9
"Many are the plans in a person’s heart, but it is the Lord’s purpose that prevails."
Proverbs 19:21
Any way you cut it, the game is rigged, God is in total control, he holds all the cards and his will is going to prevail no matter what we think or want.
That is why in my honest opinion most Christians don't know how to pray and are engaging in what is almost blasphemy when they do so.
Because to accept that god is omniscient and omnipotent is to concede that nothing, absolutely nothing happens without both his knowledge and awareness and his say so / permission.
Thus to pray for your aunty Mabel who is dying of some terminal disease is to pray against the will of God. She is sick by God's knowledge and permission and if you think an all-loving God would engage in such things in order to either teach aunty Mabel or you a lesson then imho your mind is sick. No loving God would cause such harm to others just to teach people lessons any more than a loving parent would infect their own child with leukaemia because they disobeyed something they had ordered. So you have to concede either that either there is no all-powerful all-loving God or that it's all just part of some mega plan that we can not comprehend and must like it or lump it.
Thus praying for Aunty Mabel to get better is blasphemy because you are actively praying for God to stop his will, to change his plan, to do something that was not his will. You are saying "God I do not accept your will and I want it to be changed".
If we believe the conventional wisdom then the only way to pray is to say "God, I accept what has happened and whilst I do not understand it, and whilst it hurts me terribly, I pray that you will tell me what part I need to play in your will, in your plans".
Hence the Lord's Prayer
"Thy will be done, on Earth as it is in Heaven"
Also this is imo the reason that the Bible tells us not to busy ourselves acquiring riches and material things because none of that is part of God's plan (unless it specifically is) and inevitably anything you make, do or acquire will get undone when God's plan just rumbles relentlessly on.
Thus many people who have spent their lives building up businesses and a bed of financial security for themselves have just been totally wiped out and annihilated simply through God allowing a pandemic to happen and all of its outfall.
It's hard not to stray towards Nihilism TBH because nothing we do matters. God has all the power and control and is going to impose HIS will regardless of anything or anyone else. The game is rigged from the outset. It's like walking onto a football pitch knowing that God controls the ball and will determine the final score regardless. All rather pointless.
But it must in some way please God to run that game whilst being the all-controlling force. Like I said it must be like some kind of goldfish bowl or aquarium. Nothing any of us can do about it. Ours is not to question why. We are robots, pawns on the chess board. We have zero control, zero power, zero influence. We have no free will because the game is rigged from the outset. It's all quite bizarre really.