Yes it seems to me God wants to send you a shower of his spirit and blessing and it appears your trst with him is a bit shakey so you may be a bit hesitant to accept it or even think to yourself that you deservre it but he wants you to accept all he gives you with a joyful heart like a child.Hey Truman, I think I'm starting to understand this dream from the posts that were encouraging about it. Thanks for your input.
Children don't question the gift or the reason for the gift they just are happy to get one they never turn down a free gift likewise we should never turn down a free gift from God