Let's see if this gets deleted or who tries to discount my experiences. I went from having spiritual gifts to not even being able to pray. God sent me a dream at the beginning of the pandemic that Satan would use a man and than my son to try to get to me. (It was definitely a message kind of dream. I've had dreams before predicting deaths that kind of thing). That's exactly what happened- first my bf tried to force me to get the thing then my son stole a car so I couldn't think straight about the situation. God was my best friend only reason for living, now it's like he doesn't even exist to me. God took the time to explain to me and give me signs before he left. He compared me to Esau. I sold my birthright.
You can't ever stop being a Son/Daughter of God.
But you can think a lot of things that bring torment and misery, and the Devil is happy to have you keep doing it, as that way you stay in condemnation and misery.
Listen,
God the Father, is not the one who causes you to feel CONDEMNED.
Condemnation is from the DEVIL.... GRACE and MERCY are from the LORD. Peace is from the Father.
Understand?
So, anything that isn't Grace and Mercy, that you are feeling, ... anything you believe about God that isn't His "unconditional love"......is not of God.
Its from your own wrong thinking and understanding, and its often caused by the demonic side, that will bring wrong thinking patters for you to exist within., in your head.
Your MIND is the devil's playground if you dont recognize that your thinking is NOT OF GOD.
And what you are describing as your THOUGHT PROCESS, is not of God.
Believe it.
So, get OUT of that wrong mind. And get into the right mind.....and the right mind is .. .= God is at peace with you. God loves you. God is your FATHER. God says......YOU ARE ALWAYS MINE......Always accepted.. ""IM always HERE FOR YOU. Always.""" sayeth God.
GET THAT MIND, as that is the
right mind... and you will find some TRUTH and PEACE in your head, vs, the deception and torment that is in there now.
God bless.