Understanding MPD/DID & SRA/MK

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Revelation 12:11 NKJV — “And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of their testimony, and they did not love their lives to the death.

 

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what is your testimony? It is nothing more or less, than your PERSONAL story, of what Jesus has done for you.

 

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You will likely edit it again in the future....our testimony changes every time He reveals more to us about Himself. Every time He brings to completion an area of healing, every time He displays His power on our behalf, our testimony changes.

 

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our testimony is sharpened, it is His weapon. It becomes a testimony of victory

 

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sis, God will confirm your testimony. Are you coming from a past history of bloodline trauma and mind control? God knows and God will establish whatever the truth really is in your understanding.

 

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Many survivors have had experiences very similar to what you just described...many.

 

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Lord Jesus, I ask You to reveal Yourself in these memories. Please manifest Yourself and reveal the whole truth to Mayflower's mind and understanding. Amen

 

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Bless you Mayflower. Taking this at His pace is wisdom.

 

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I think about you a lot ...regarding your daughter. ((( hugs ))))

Same here and (((hugs))) to you too.

 

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I personally do not believe that God provokes triggers... He would never intentionally harm us. Fear involves punishment... Perfect love casts out fear. Triggers are basically fear...

God has very intentionally prepared me and walked me toward triggers and trauma memories.

Here's one reason why He may do this... when we have experienced extensive trauma, triggers are literally everywhere and we walk around disconnected from our surroundings and not fully engaged with the world around us. We go from crisis to crisis, up and down like a yo-yo. But when He brings us toward a trigger or trauma memories, it is for the purpose of gaining healing and overcoming. Then we can be more free to walk among others, and interact, and hear His voice ....rather than the blaring fears and triggers.

 

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So much on my mind now. Please forgive me if I get long winded. I'll try not to....but it can be a flaw of mine.

 

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I'd like to talk a bit more about our testimonies, and His use of our testimonies as weapons.

 

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We're going to focus on words at first. The personal story of what Jesus has done for me (or you...for any born again disciple of His). But know this, our testimony includes much more than just words. Our testimony also includes how we act, the things we do. Perhaps we can dig into action/testimony a bit later.