Is there a ritual half moon to full moon. Like blood line moving outside of circle? I'm not sure if it is real or not. Just eyes closed. Not sure what was going on. Eyes open. Maybe blood line moved. Board being hosed off and put back on the window. It is really strange. It could be completely false. I had so much junk in my head as a child. Strange imaginations. I was so relieved when I became saved and was delivered from that.
Pray and ponder on this . Why would the delivered return to bondage . Why look backwards .
Flee the past and Ponder on the HOPE in Christ that lies before the lambs .
You know what the problem with all these self help books and physcologists and sadly even most churches is .
They focus on the WHY folks do or why they are as they are . Always the blame is not laid upon the person , but rather
upon the experience . But as for me , I KNOW I WAS A FILTHY THING . Owed naught but death and destruction .
Let me give an example of what i speak about .
TODAY when older johnny comes into a classroom , and acts out or complains He is not happy or something is wrong .
Always the world says , It came from childhood or an experience . Always laying the blame for our behavoir upon what happened to us .
When in truth , SOME OF US has serious issues , just like others . YET JESUS SET US FREE . WE KNOW the cause of our problems
or our holding onto them , ought to be all in the past . WHY worry over it at all . THE JOY OF THELORD sets a man or woman
or child free . WHY look back , why try and figure out anything . JUST ponder on the LORD . HOPE IN HIM .