@FluffyYellowDuck I have had some homelessness also. And would certainly enjoy being able to make it in life without struggle. Some people are blessed that way, but not me. I live from month to month just barely making it thru. And God keeps me that way. He could heal me and make my life livable, but he doesn't and I must love him thru it all.
It is good to get out of our natural thinking and into God's ways. He blesses us with the Holy Spirit of life which is always good and brings hope. It is a much better place for me than my own thoughts for sure. You seem to understand that, so you're on the good path.
You know what comes to mind with that...
Blessed are you who are poor,
for yours is the kingdom of God.
Blessed are you who hunger now,
for you will be satisfied.
Blessed are you who weep now,
for you will laugh.
Blessed are you when people hate you,
when they exclude you and insult you
and reject your name as evil,
because of the Son of Man.
Rejoice in that day and leap for joy, because great is your reward in heaven. For that is how their ancestors treated the prophets.
Its a good one to take close to heart.