Yes Ma'am, my sin nature seems to grow and grow. For sure, things I used to engage I don't these days BUT those things (sin) of which I was unconscious then, now come into my consciousness.
Reader,
If you have a bible, then read Romans 7, sometime.
Paul is teaching that when you try to earn Salvation or Keep it.........by trying to "be like Christ" or "do good" or "resist sin" by will power, then all that happens is your carnality becomes inflamed by THE LAW, which is why this desire for sin, along with seeing more of your own sinfulness gets WORSE and WORSE.....
inside your HEAD...never to be resolved.........unless................
--------------------------........... = So, this is the part of Romans 7 where Paul is trying to keep the law and commandments, initially believing that he could......and he couldn't at all.
And that is when he found out that The power of sin is the LAW........which created him to be like this......>>"that which i want to do, i can't and that whichi hate, that i do"..
THEN, as we read the rest of Romans 7, we find that Paul discovered the solution and said.......teaches.......ROMANS 7:5......that by being "IN CHRIST"....>>He found deliverance...... complete, and lasting.
Later he also wrote....>"Christ ALWAYS gives me the VICTORY">.. over sin, the flesh, and the world and the devil.
And reader, this victory is not found by SELF EFFORT........its only found by RIGHT FAITH.
And all Paul had to do, was stop trying to DO His Salvation, and instead relax inside God's GRACE by understanding this.....
= 1.) "Christ has redeemed us from the CURSE OF THE LAW".........>2.) "Christ is the END OF THE LAW for RIGHTEOUSNESS"....
3.) "Christ is the ONE TIME ETERNAL SACRIFICE for SIN">..
See those 3 reader?
That is Jesus taking
MOSES LAW and 10 Commandents off of you, with His Blood and Death, and in its place, you find GOD's GRACE that has replaced all of that for you.........and now you exist HERE.......(if you are truly born again, and not just water baptized and religiious)......
= A.) = The Born again....>"" are NOT UNDER THE LAW, but under GRACE""............So, once Paul's mind became "under Grace"... then the Law could not touch His mind with condemnation or guilt or judgement.......and the wonder of this REAL FAITH, is that it totally empowers you to live HOLY.....whereas when you were trying to do it by Law and Self Effort, you couldn't .