I have never seen a forum as bad as that one... I am keeping April rose and everyone who followed her over there in my prayers. Remember that bad company corrupts good morals (1 Corinthians 15:7). Evangelism is what we are called to do, but if you find yourself drifting, cut it off... If you find yourself stumbling, and your peace wavering, your relationship with God comes first. I saw a Christian's "welcome". I am on quite a few forums where the soil of peoples' hearts are a bit less hard. Just be careful...
Thank You
They call her retarded and mental and I can't even say have the things....
I know she sticks her foot in her mouth a lot.
But if you can decipher the real question inside all the gobblygook that she says around it,
you find that the questions are very insightful and rally make you think.
But they rather take the gobblygook .. the words around the true intent of the post and they tear it to shreds.
One wrong word in the wrong place... BOOM, they got you.
And if you try to come to someones defence then you become the target.
And so far I been able to maneuver around those arrows but it's getting tough.
I find myself coming here and hanging in the fellowship forum more and more.
I don't want to argue about this religion or that doctrine or who is holier than thou.
I just want to find a place to sincerely study how we can be more like Jesus.
This flesh, it truly is weak. It has a mind of it's own. It wants to bite back when bitten and the very heart wants to harden itself against people that hurt you.
How to keep an open heart, a merciful heart while your being taunted and flamed..
It's very difficult.
And I don't mean to sound condenscending but I think I have somewhat of an upper hand than April.
I've had more time and experience and less challenges controlling my emotions.
I don't have any difficulties.. disabilities or excuses for not being able to control my words and actions.
A part of me believes she is drawn to that like flies on ....
That confrontation, that .. what.. engagement in arguing..
I think that's how she gets out her frustrations. Not because it's intentional, but rather necessary..
I don't know how to explain it. Perhaps others have a better understanding of what I'm trying to say.
I don't know if there is a "right" place for April or other's that face these same challenges.
And believe me I'm meeting new people every day that the only place these "misfits" are welcome is in the bottom of the barrel.
It breaks my heart. So many have said, they been banned from this place or that place because they were misunderstood,
or they had a hard time controlling their tongue and emotions.
Like I say, I think I've been living in a cocoon all my life and never realized what a very unfair and hateful world this can be.
Thank You Mayflower.
I appreciate your words and prayers.
I am SO greatful for this forum..
A place to rest one's head.
HUGS