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It is through having the Old Testament and the New Testament and tying the two together and knitting a whole cloth that I see the combination of The Father , The Son and The Holy Spirit .
Do I believe someone can read and study the bible and come to same place you have @Matthias , sure they can .
I did not arrive at the place were you are in your studies of all things God .
I do not wield the creeds as a weapon upon others and I am perplexed by those that do .
I don’t have any problem dealing with those who wield the trinitarian creeds as a weapon upon me. What they do to me, they do to all Jewish monotheists. I’m confident that the Messiah - whom you know is himself a Jewish monotheist - will vindicate and reward me.
It is my personal belief that things will go well for you in the end because you are treating me as you would treat him.