Had you ever known the absolute hopelessness of believing the God of whom Jesus said loves His enemies, the just and the unjust, believing that God exists; believing that He so loved others, but not you, that He sent his only-begotten Son to die for their sins, but not yours; knowing that you were predestined from before the beginning of time to be tortured forever in Hell; had you ever felt that bitter despair, you would KNOW in your heart why this doctrine (or more specifically, the doctrine of predestination to reprobation) is repugnant.
Don't say it can't happen, the non-elect are too depraved to believe the Bible. People can (and do) believe anything. Talk to
@Lifelong_sinner; he's standing outside the gates.
Brother Johann, I see you can read Koine Greek, and you've read many theological works. You do well. But I want you to see that systematic theology without love is an idol. Please, turn back from this road you are on.