lilygrace
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i was definitely touched by the Lament. it was sure an example for me and all who read. even the silent ones ....
Understanding MPD/DID & SRA/MK
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Jostler
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The Singing Plowman
God’s plow struck deep within my heart
And plowed long furrows, one by one,
Through fallow ground so hard and firm,
From early morn till set of sun.
The plow-share was eternal truth
Which tore the hidden roots in me
And turned them to the light and air
Till self-hood lay a field set free.
I felt Him walk each furrow plowed,
I knew He felt the briars sting,
Tie field was His– it was His joy,
For lo I heard the plowman sing.
He only plowed that hat He might sow,
There must be seed to scatter wide.
And then I felt His presence near,
He stood in silence by my side.
And so I gave Him all of me–
My hopes, and dreams and inner throne.
All these He scattered far and near,
And left me naught to call my own.
They fell like seed in furrows deep,
And all were buried neath the sod.
All that I had went down in death
To wait the mighty breath of God.
He did not leave me then alone
To mourn the loss of earthly things,
To be thus stripped gave greater place
For life His radiant presence brings.
How could I grieve for heart thus plowed?
I covet now no sweeter thing
Than wait with Him till harvest day,
And in the mean time hear Him sing.
-John Wright Follette
God’s plow struck deep within my heart
And plowed long furrows, one by one,
Through fallow ground so hard and firm,
From early morn till set of sun.
The plow-share was eternal truth
Which tore the hidden roots in me
And turned them to the light and air
Till self-hood lay a field set free.
I felt Him walk each furrow plowed,
I knew He felt the briars sting,
Tie field was His– it was His joy,
For lo I heard the plowman sing.
He only plowed that hat He might sow,
There must be seed to scatter wide.
And then I felt His presence near,
He stood in silence by my side.
And so I gave Him all of me–
My hopes, and dreams and inner throne.
All these He scattered far and near,
And left me naught to call my own.
They fell like seed in furrows deep,
And all were buried neath the sod.
All that I had went down in death
To wait the mighty breath of God.
He did not leave me then alone
To mourn the loss of earthly things,
To be thus stripped gave greater place
For life His radiant presence brings.
How could I grieve for heart thus plowed?
I covet now no sweeter thing
Than wait with Him till harvest day,
And in the mean time hear Him sing.
-John Wright Follette
Jostler
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One of the most powerful things anyone can do to be transformed into His image, is worship. He does things in us, transforming us in worship that cannot be done as powerfully in any other way.
2 Corinthians 3:18 NKJV — But we all, with unveiled face, beholding as in a mirror the glory of the Lord, are being transformed into the same image from glory to glory, just as by the Spirit of the Lord.
We were created to become what we "behold". Worship is the most focused, intense "beholding" we can do. If we give ourselves to worshipping Him, the Spirit transforms...
2 Corinthians 3:18 NKJV — But we all, with unveiled face, beholding as in a mirror the glory of the Lord, are being transformed into the same image from glory to glory, just as by the Spirit of the Lord.
We were created to become what we "behold". Worship is the most focused, intense "beholding" we can do. If we give ourselves to worshipping Him, the Spirit transforms...
Jostler
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lilygrace
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Jostler
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Lord, I'd like to ask You to step into this confusion and speak to Lilygrace about why her feet are feeling like they are burning. Please reveal Yourself to her, and show her how this relates to You, Your purposes and how it relates to her. Please deliver revelation, understanding and more knowledge of just exactly Who You are. Amen.
lilygrace
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i wanted to talk about my experience with possible al**n stuff.....
i watched the movie et when i was little and was sad by it.
but at the same time i was scared. i felt like he was looking in my window when my bedroom was downstairs especially.
the way he walked scared me and i felt like he came in sometimes.
well a few years ago someone who wont be named seemed like he was walking like that and it brought this all up. ^
im not allwoed to say im scared of et cos i loved him too
later i met a man who i took pictures for. he put them online and such. he met us through a girl at a church. he would upset me when he told me he had dreams about al**ns coming down and that we wo uld have a baby together.
i watched the movie et when i was little and was sad by it.
but at the same time i was scared. i felt like he was looking in my window when my bedroom was downstairs especially.
the way he walked scared me and i felt like he came in sometimes.
well a few years ago someone who wont be named seemed like he was walking like that and it brought this all up. ^
im not allwoed to say im scared of et cos i loved him too
later i met a man who i took pictures for. he put them online and such. he met us through a girl at a church. he would upset me when he told me he had dreams about al**ns coming down and that we wo uld have a baby together.
Jostler
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Lily, your remembrances remind me of so many I have heard from others already. Not exact, but with enough common characteristics to assume some common experiences. I don't want to guide your thinking by going into too many details from other stories...its much better if you receive understanding from the Lord Himself.
lilygrace
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even my mom remmebers me saying et was peeking in my window.....she even talks about me being cute and said that she was conceerned because she wasnt sure if someone actually was peeking.
Jostler
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I can say this....the goal of creating a nephilim army is one of the most important reasons satan has pursued this generational, bloodline SRA/MK/programmed DID) people institution he has come up with. Every bloodli e survivor I know of has had contact with these hybrids in some way.
Jostler
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There is a reason why so many "alien abduction " stories involve the collection of sperm and eggs...often in brutal, terrifying experiences. Satan has been collecting DNA for experiments for a very long time now.
Jostler
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I have a curious question...its related though it may not appear to be at first glance. :
Does anyone here know what the difference is between sin and iniquity? The Bible speaks of both. What is the difference?
Does anyone here know what the difference is between sin and iniquity? The Bible speaks of both. What is the difference?
Jostler
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There are several reasons I'm going to continue to ask odd questions like that last one nobody attempted to dig into the last question I just asked, so I comfortably assume its not time to dig into that just yet. And thats ok. I function much better when engagement is interactive, so ill keep asking questions until i find topics that actually inspire some genuine interest. Forget the last one about iniquity that will come back up again when the time for it is come.
nobody attempted to dig into the last question I just asked, so I comfortably assume its not time to dig into that just yet. And thats ok. I function much better when engagement is interactive, so ill keep asking questions until i find topics that actually inspire some genuine interest. Forget the last one about iniquity that will come back up again when the time for it is come.
Jostler
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right now, ill shift back to something I have mentioned before, but with more detail this time. I'm very curious what kinds of thoughts might come to mind if/when anyone might feel led to listen to and think about the three interviews/testimonies I'm about to post links to:
TWO CHRISTIAN RITUAL ABUSE SURVIVOR TESTIMONIES
There are two men relating parts of their experience as survivors in this interview. One is "Joshua", an American, and "Joe" a survivor from South Africa. I have two reasons for encouraging people to listen to all three of these. Number one is for the sake of survivors who watch this thread, many of whom have never made themselves heard here at all. Some of whom don't even know themselves that they are survivors. Listening to other survivor testimonies can be very helpful because you may hear things that you can relate to, which can help explain and bring understanding to your own memories and experiences.
Josh spends a lot of time explaining his experiences of being submitted to secular psychology systems. Psychiatrists, psychologists, misdiagnoses, being drugged with powerful (and destructive drug regimes that just makes their struggles worse.
TWO CHRISTIAN RITUAL ABUSE SURVIVOR TESTIMONIES
Josh spends a lot of time explaining his experiences of being submitted to secular psychology systems. Psychiatrists, psychologists, misdiagnoses, being drugged with powerful (and destructive drug regimes that just makes their struggles worse.
Jostler
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many survivors experience further trauma once they get thrust into the mental health system.
The second reason I'm trying to encourage people to invest in the time it will take rto listen to these interviews, is for the sake of those the Lord is calling to walk with these survivors. It will help you to begin understanding what a survivor actually experiences.
The second reason I'm trying to encourage people to invest in the time it will take rto listen to these interviews, is for the sake of those the Lord is calling to walk with these survivors. It will help you to begin understanding what a survivor actually experiences.
Jostler
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Jostler
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there is.one caution i want listeners to be aware of. Doug promotes someone (and their "ministry " named Russ Dizdar. Be careful. Deception is always a problem in "survivor ministry" and it is very crafty deception. I've spoken to survivors who know Dizdar is not what and who he says he is. He is a cult handler, not a minister of the gospel.
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lilygrace
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one of the most annoying things about my journey is things that i once felt fine about now trigger me.
like....how could i have loved ET then but it freaks me out now?
my sister loved the movie from the picture i am posting. i was told i was the mean sister and my sister was the pretty nice girl.
i felt like our parents claimed each of us. my sister was my moms and i was my dads. no one said it but i felt it.
i bought this movie for my sister before my memories of this came so it was used against me when i was stalked online on another forum.
like....how could i have loved ET then but it freaks me out now?
my sister loved the movie from the picture i am posting. i was told i was the mean sister and my sister was the pretty nice girl.
i felt like our parents claimed each of us. my sister was my moms and i was my dads. no one said it but i felt it.
i bought this movie for my sister before my memories of this came so it was used against me when i was stalked online on another forum.
