No. Like most of what you "teach and preach" is corrupt.
Individual men ... are Naturally Born of a Human SEED....
Human man are FREE to take upon "themselves" whosever "SPIRITIUAL" SEED they desire.
"ONLY THEN", does a human BECOME the spiritual "son" of a "spirit".
You should CHECK whose "spiritual seed" you have taken upon yourself...since much of what you teach and preach is AGAINST the Word of God.
Because we Heard, Believed, Trusted the Lords Offering and Heartfully Accepted the Lords Offering.
You teaching and preaching the Lord Gods GIFT of Conversion can somehow becomes "undone", by the power of a man....IS UTTER NONSENSE.
Responding to your utter nonsense and MINDful preaching, is NOT for your benefit...but for others...to go and read and verify what you teach and preach IS completely Opposite of the Truth.
Disagreeing with you is not hypocrisy.
You preaching Gods Given and Received Gift of Salvation unto a man;
can become lost, undone, removed...
IS UTTER NONSENSE.
The question was....ARE YOU AFRAID of God...
Your answer...yes...you ARE afraid of God.
Psalm 111:10 (NKJV)
10 The fear of the LORD is the beginning of wisdom;
Like in all WAYS, YOU discuss Scriptural things....AS A BEGINNER
Beginners....understand with their MIND.
The WISE...understand with their HEART.
You understand...partaking of the Holy Spirit to mean...IN dwelling of the Holy Spirit...which is FALSE.
Partaking of the Holy Spirit means... having a sampling, of the Holy Spirits blessings....BEFORE making a "commitment" of Belief.
You understand FEAR of the Lord to mean....BE AFRAID of God.
FEAR of the Lord Spiritually means...
to Revere the Lord in the Highest regard.
While your FEAR of the Lord, is being Afraid.
My FEAR of the Lord, is Reverence unto Him.
Were you by chance...BABY BAPTIZED with Water, and told you Are saved and born again?