Every night I pray to God to get rid of the abusers, but he never does it. In fact, all night tonight I've been suffering torture from a true monster. Even as I cry out to God to make it stop and get rid of him, all while the abuse keeps happening, it never stops. And happens every single day and night. And God never listens to me!
Everyone else who is a Christian gets their prayers answered. But God won't answer my prayer to get rid of the monsters who are abusing me. It's not like I'm asking for something impossible or ridiculous. My prayer request is a humane request, but doesn't care enough about me to make the torture permanently stop!
For my entire adult life I've had to deal with abuse, and for years and years and years I ask God to make it stop. But he never does.
Does it matter that I'm imperfect? Okay yeah, I admit I'm guilty of sin. But that does not give God the right to judge me for it and tell me I have to suffer horrible abuse day and night because I fail to live up to impossible standards! Obviously causing violence and assault against a person is far worse than any "sin" I've committed!
I'm so mad at God! Christians have their prayers answered all the time, but God won't answer my prayers (numbering thousands) to make the abusers go away forever!
Why can't God answer my prayers for once? Why has he not given me a 24-hour period of relief from abuse during my entire adult life? He does not have the right to judge me for my sins and say I'm not worth his help! The Bible says that Christians are redeemed through faith in Christ, so God is not allowed to say all these horrible things have to happen to me and refuse any compassion because I fail to be perfect!
Everyone else who is a Christian gets their prayers answered. But God won't answer my prayer to get rid of the monsters who are abusing me. It's not like I'm asking for something impossible or ridiculous. My prayer request is a humane request, but doesn't care enough about me to make the torture permanently stop!
For my entire adult life I've had to deal with abuse, and for years and years and years I ask God to make it stop. But he never does.
Does it matter that I'm imperfect? Okay yeah, I admit I'm guilty of sin. But that does not give God the right to judge me for it and tell me I have to suffer horrible abuse day and night because I fail to live up to impossible standards! Obviously causing violence and assault against a person is far worse than any "sin" I've committed!
I'm so mad at God! Christians have their prayers answered all the time, but God won't answer my prayers (numbering thousands) to make the abusers go away forever!
Why can't God answer my prayers for once? Why has he not given me a 24-hour period of relief from abuse during my entire adult life? He does not have the right to judge me for my sins and say I'm not worth his help! The Bible says that Christians are redeemed through faith in Christ, so God is not allowed to say all these horrible things have to happen to me and refuse any compassion because I fail to be perfect!